I'm hurting

Boys

I like a boy

He's as sweet as can be

He has a dirty mind

I just want him to be mine

I know he likes me

He knows I like him

He started to ignore me

I want him to ask me out

But I have my doubt

He's shy and awkward

But I love that about him

I wonder if he wants me to be near him

As soon as he found out

He ignored and hid from me

Am I really that scary

Mean or awful ?

I will never know but I like him

He is my Prince Charming

He may not see it but I need him

Why can't he see how I feel about him ?

Why can't he just say "wanna go out ?"

He won't say it or be near me again

I hate how lonely I am

I know why he doesn't say anything to me

I'm just to complicated

Broken and unsolvable

Guys don't like me because I'm me

So I sit by the window dreaming of love

The love you see in movies

Read in books

The love where only few find

I want to be one of them

The people you see kissing in the rain

Wrestling in the grass

Cuddling by the fire

But it won't happen to me

I like a boy