I'm hurting

Stay

Why is it
The people I care for the most
They just leave

I'm sick of caring for people
Who just use me and leave
I can make a friend
And we'll be close

But a little time passes and
It's like I never existed

Well you know what
I'm sick of caring for people
They never stay

And they just leave you alone
I hate it
I hate being alone

When I'm alone
I see my flaws
I see how stupid I am
I see the hateful words I speak to myself

And don't try to tell me I'm not
Don't try and say I'll stay
I'm here for you

Because I'll believe you
And once you leave
I'll realize how stupid it was
To think anyone would stay

There's a reason I wear bracelets now
There's a reason I fake smiles
There's a reason you can't see past my facade

Because I hide
I lie
And I keep you out

So don't say
You'll stay
Or you'll be different

Because in reality
You're just lying
And I'm sick of it

I've had enough
I'm tired
I'm drained
And I'm exhausted

So tell me
How will I know
When someone will actually
Stay ?

If all I've known
Is when people lie