Why is it
The people I care for the most
They just leaveI'm sick of caring for people
Who just use me and leave
I can make a friend
And we'll be closeBut a little time passes and
It's like I never existedWell you know what
I'm sick of caring for people
They never stayAnd they just leave you alone
I hate it
I hate being aloneWhen I'm alone
I see my flaws
I see how stupid I am
I see the hateful words I speak to myselfAnd don't try to tell me I'm not
Don't try and say I'll stay
I'm here for youBecause I'll believe you
And once you leave
I'll realize how stupid it was
To think anyone would stayThere's a reason I wear bracelets now
There's a reason I fake smiles
There's a reason you can't see past my facadeBecause I hide
I lie
And I keep you outSo don't say
You'll stay
Or you'll be differentBecause in reality
You're just lying
And I'm sick of itI've had enough
I'm tired
I'm drained
And I'm exhaustedSo tell me
How will I know
When someone will actually
Stay ?If all I've known
Is when people lie
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I'm hurting
PoetryThese are poems from deep inside my mind. I don't want any judgement about these ok. This is just my release from stress, sadness, and loneliness