The New Winchester

Chapter 26 Hammer of the Gods part 3

Instead of going after Lucifer I ran to my Father's body. Okay, it's just an illusion. He's not dead... I lent over his dead body, sobbing. He's not dead.

I touched the ashes from his burnt wings. I sat there just crying wanting for my Dad to get up and hug me and say that everything is alright. Sam and Dean walked into the room and tore me off of my father's body. I fought back and my screams mixed my crying, so it just came out as a jumbled mess.

"This is my fault..." I mumbled to myself and grabbed Gabriel's limp hand and I held on as Sam picked me up from behind and attempted to carry me out. I let go and watched his hand fall back to the floor. 

I turned into Sam's chest and he wrapped his fingers in my hair gently and rubbed my back.

They made me sit in the car as they watched a video he left them.

I made a promise to kill Lucifer. That I wouldn't make it a quick death, but a slow torturous one. One that he would regret. I don't care if Michael gets angry at me. I hate angels. I don't trust them. No one will be able to change that. Not Sam, not Dean, not even Castiel. 

"Hey, you okay?" Sam asked getting in the impala. 

"Uh, I'm fine." Huh, no I'm not. I'm not fine at all. I'm broken even more. I'm tattered and torn. I'm so close to death, but evermore close to live. One more thing will kill me, but yet it won't it'll just keep me fueled for my next wound. 

"No, you aren't. I know you aren't." He turned in the seat to look at me. "You wanna talk about it?"

"No, not yet at least." I said just before Dean got in. I kept my head down. I didn't want them to see me like this. I pulled my knees up to my chest and wrapped my arms around myself.

"What?" He asked looking at us.

"Nothin'." Sam answered for me. 

We drove all night, I didn't go to sleep, because, all I could see was my father dying again and again once I closed my eyes. It's going to haunt me, forever. I know it. I'll have nightmare's of myself destroying everything and him being there to watch me. It's going to be my own living hell. 

"So, the video said that we can pop Lucifer back in the cage." Dean said while driving around 3 am. "We need the horsemen's rings though."

"How are we gonna get them?"

"I have no clue."

"Great." I said sarcastically. He looked insanely tired.

"Get some sleep." 

"I can't." I looked at him using the mirror hanging over his head.

"You want to drive?"

"Sure." He slowed to a stop and we switched places. He went in the backseat and fell asleep in an instant. I drove slowly getting used to the feel of the impala. This is going to be a long night. I pressed my foot on the pedal harder, going twenty miles past the speed limit. 

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OKAY I KNOW THAT IT'S REALLY SHORT BUT I THOUGHT THAT THE EPISODE WOULD TAKE UP MORE THAN IT DID. OKAY THERE IS ONLY 3 MORE CHAPTERS!!!! YOU ARE GONNA HATE ME THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS ALSO... SO COMMENT, VOTE, AND COMMENT AGAIN!!