I Think I Have Insomnia

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Well, it's that times of the month.

You know what I'm talking about. And if you don't, you are so fucking lucky. I've been dying all day, and now it's past midnight and I'm still dying on the inside.

Funny story, actually: yesterday, I was in severe pain, so I couldn't participate in the family activity we were about to partake in. My older brother was like, "Why doesn't she have to do it?" To which my mom replied, "Do you really want to know?"

When my brother realized what was going on, he went red and shielded his eyes from me. He shielded his eyes from me.

So, I got upset, and I started yelling at him, saying "So, it's totally cool if you walk around without any underwear on, but when I am going through a horrible but natural process that all women go through, YOU SHIELD YOUR EYES?!"

My brother and my dad were both embarrassed at this point, and my mother was laughing her ass off.

Anyways, I hate periods. And am I the only one that eats a shitload of food during this time?

But whatever, even though they suck, periods are normal.

Anyways, I also can't read wattpad novels that are over thirty five chapters. These books tend to be ones that get off plot and even if the writing is good, they extend the novel beyond what it needs to be. I love short stories, and I find those easier to write as well.

I figure within a year or so, this book will be well over thirty five parts, but rant (ish) books are different. That's why I separated my accounts. My rant and advice and random books are on this account, and my stories and novels go on my other account, @fanfic84 *shameless self advertisement*.

I have so many book ideas though. I actually have a lot of them started, but I don't know if I'll ever finish them. But then there are ones that I have like halfway finished, that I will probably publish one day.

Hey, I'm actually feeling sleepy now! At 3:52 am.

Well I guess this one will just be a super short one then? Lol, nobody reads it anyways.

I have no life.

Why am I writing an advice school on how to survive something that is quite possibly killing me slowly?

I'm a hypocrite, that's why.

Well, good night I guess. Even though it's only at like over 400 words.