Looking up to the sky
Wondering how you’ll ever get up
With this dead feeling inside
Nothing will ever be as fun
Remembering all the good times
In which your life was full of light
No pennies or dimes
Because everything was nice and bright
A place without any trouble
The place I go to for prayin’
Where nothing could ever burst my bubble
You were my one true Haven
Sadness didn’t exist
Only happiness would bloom
Until one day you decided to exit
And everything went ‘boom’
Every day I ask myself where I went wrong
But I only hear silence
And everything hurts deep inside my heart
You see me with this happy refrain
And everything with life is now dead
Because deep inside there’s nothing but rain
And everything slowly withered away
But I watch this rain from the coldness of my hollow
In the distant horizon everybody flies
And I’m determined that one day I shall follow
Because this is not the way I want to die
Yet my wings are much too weak
I have too much weight on my shoulders
But slowly I will gain the strength I need
So one day I can carry these boulders
To feel the warmth of the sun touch my heart
And dry away all this rain
With this dark hollow I will one day part
In order to escape all this pain
I can’t wait to see the rainbow
That will follow this rain
And into a new world I will go
To reach a bright new day
But first I need to break this harness
And teach myself to once again fly
In order to get out of this darkness
And into the sky
