Honestly, there comes a time when we are low.
No reason and no warning,
Just a simple but strong blow.
A hit deep to the soul that leaves your heart mourning.
There's no words to describe the feeling.
The deep and painful thoughts that scar your thoughts.
It just leaves you kneeling and staring at the ceiling,
Something just lurking your mind as it haunts.
So unhealing.
Makes you feel like you want to be alone, but no don't leave.
I want to shut my doors and prohibit anyone from coming in.
My distant personality is here to be known and I can barely feel relief.
Just break it down will ya? Hold me back from the pain I cannot win.
But no, don't want anyone to touch you.
Just want to be left the way you are.
No one knows exactly what you're going through,
Just watch me from a far.
I have so much to say, but it's wise to just keep it to myself.
Keep it from night to day, though it can't be good for your health.
Impossible to let it out, always choking on your own words.
Your heart pouts, everything about you just simply hurts.
No one to call out to, you feel so isolated.
This feeling you've been through always feels so new; It leaves you so agitated and irritated.
Nothing else to do.
The pain: it hurts but you feel so numb.
You have nothing to gain, because feel like worthless scum.
Everyone around you is to blind to see, always expecting something out of you.
Who do you want me to be? Just give me a clue..
There isn't much I can do, I'm only human too.
I have my limits,and I don't want to break your spirit but I can't carry all your shipments.
I'll break before I can deliver them to their destination, show no hesitation.
Don't show me mercy.
Don't give me sympathy.
I'll prove I'm worthy,
And I'll walk with dignity.
I'll walk through the darkness, Just like I've always have.
I don't need anyone, I'll build my own harness: Just like I've always have
If I break down, I'll learn to walk again.
If I frown, my happiness I'll soon regain.
But for now just let my soul rott and heart ache.
Right or not it's all I got, so just leave me here to break.
Sooner or later I'll be fine, go ahead and leave or stay.
Sooner or later the sun will shine, but better believe it won't be today.
