Not What I Had in Mind (Chat Noir x reader)

Tell Me Something

there's gonna be a lot of OOC from Marinette so ya also slight trigger warning
updated note: after watching Volpina she might not be as OOC as I thought but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Another day at school, this time it was English class. Why do they always have to switch my classes around it's dumb. Anyways, the class was choosing a class president. I thought that only happened in sitcoms what the hell. I have never heard of someone actually being a class president.
Marinette came running into the class, late as usual. She still needs to explain how she became Ladybug.It's getting to me, the fact that she won't say anything, that Adrien won't say anything about his life. Am I untrustworthy or something? Can't they trust me? I mean, I've helped them out before, and if I'm right then Adrien should now that I've cried over him in a different timeline and in this timeline. I sighed, taking out my notebook. I began to draw Marinette- well Ladybug actually. Nathanael looked over my shoulder. With a smile he said, "Hey, it looks like you're getting better at shading."
"Yeah, I guess..."
"(Y/n), what's wrong?" He placed a hand on my shoulder.
I could feel the tears swelling in my eyes. Damnit, bottle it up. Bottle up your insecruties, bottle up the feelings. No one needs to know. I yawned, rubbing the tears away, "I'm just tired. I stayed up watching a show again and this class is pretty boring."
"Yeah it is, but you really need to stop staying up late. You need to sleep."
I lightly pushed him away, "I'll sleep when I'm dead."
"Anyways, students, if you change your mind about running for class president tell me before lunch." The teacher said before the bell rang.
I shrugged. I put my stuff into my backpack and met with Adrien outside the classroom. We walked away and found a place to sit. I took out my phone and continued my show.

"Hot damn, who is this man." I mutter to myself as I watched The Legend of Korra on my phone. I was finishing up season one since I never fully finished it. A character appeared on screen, he also had Zuko's voice hot damn. So he sounded like a teenager. Going on the wiki, I found his page.
"...He's 36. Well I guess I have a sugar daddy now." I mumbled to myself.
"What?" Adrien asked me.
I looked over at him. Oh yeah, we were hanging out during break, sorry I ignored you.
"Did you call me something?" Adrien asked.
"No, I said I have a sugar daddy now because of this stupid show. Look at him he's hot." I showed General Iroh to him on my phone. If he was real then that means I wouldn't have a chance. I'm so #notblessed.
Adrien laugh nervously while rubbing the back of his neck, "Oh, heh, I thought you called me something. Just forget I said anything."
The gears were turning in my head. I smiled at him deviously, "Is there something you're not telling me?"
"W-What!? No!"
"You have a daddy kink, don't you?" I laughed.
Adrien smiled nervously, "Uh y-yeah."
I snorted, covering my face instantly. "Just wait til I tell Nino."
Adrien shook his head, "Please don't."
"Whatever you say... daddy."
He groaned and the bell rang to summon us back to class. I skipped back, leaving Adrien behind. I just remembered that I called Noir daddy too. I have too many fathers this needs to stop immediately.
I got back to my seat. Once everyone returned, we got back to the discussion of who will be the class president. I don't really care who it is unless Chloe is gonna be like Donald Trump about this. Very glad I moved away now. Too bad for Grayson though since he's Hispanic.
Marinette said that she was gonna run for class president. I gave a thumbs up, continuing my show under my desk. Nathanael even started watching it with me. Hooray, friendship.

After school has ended, I walked with Marinette to her house. She continued walking like everything was normal. As if she forgot that I knew everything. I don't, she's been holding in the details. At least I know the basis unlike someone else's secret.
I stopped walking, "Marinette, tell me something, are you finally gonna explain everything?" I asked.
She turned around and faced me. Biting her lip she said, "I don't know."
"What do you mean, you don't know? You're either will or you won't. Do you just not want me in your life?"
"(Y/n) no! It's not like that it's just..."
"What are you afraid of hiding?"
"I'm not afraid! Why don't you just let me tell you when I'm ready?! I never intended for you to find out okay?! I have things to do, like figure out my campaign, I think you should run along and do something productive like leaving me alone."
I was taken aback. I could feel the tears rushing back in. I had to hide it, I shouldn't cry, I'm strong. I've cried over Noir, but no one saw it. Nobody is allowed to see my tears unless I want comfort. Sometimes it may slip out, but no one can see it.
"You know what? Fine. Don't tell me. Have fun with your campaign. I'll be off not bothering you. I'll just go to the people who enjoy my company, or I at least think they do. Kind of what I thought of you."
I pushed past her. C'mon, bring on the akuma. I'm ready. I'm already done. Today's shitty. It feels like things have gotten shittier since I found out Marinette's secret. Right? I can't tell anymore. If Marinette feels like I'm a bother, then who else might?
Noir probably does. It's an act. He doesn't care. Nobody. And having that he's probably Adrien, he must be such a good actor. I could feel a pain in my heart. If I love- I mean- like him then shouldn't he like me back? Maybe he has been toying with my emotions.
How do I know people care for me anymore?
I pulled up my hood and ran home.