I know how tough it was to be alive.
You can feel real pain. You can be betrayed. You can be killed at any moment. You will always feel cheated. You will believe in a thought of failure. You will be unloved. No one will try to accompany you in the darkness. Everyone plays the role of a villain.
You'll be alone...
And will end up bleeding with pain; wanting to end your agony- wanting to end your lifeless existence.
You'd prefer to lie down on a sepulcher, you'll wish to die instead- instead to suffer the pain of living.
But look.. I'm wide awake. I'm breathing air just like other humans do. I can see the world.. every piece of it. I can feel anything that affects my entire being. I have mind that works non-stop. A heart that pumps blood 24/7. In short, I'm A-L-I-V-E. (In which I wish I am not.) If only I have the power to control every part of myself.. I will not allow my veins to make a way for the blood to flow and make its duty in delivering nutrients which my body needed that sustains my system- for its survival.
I wouldn't mind myself dying.
I guess you're now asking me why am I acting like this. Why is everything seemed so scary? Why is hope not in my vocabulary or maybe why am I looking life as if incapable of living? That is because I'm a living dead. I can no longer feel pain for I am so used of feeling that way. I was abused by those people whom I trusted a lot. I was treathened by my own emotions. I was a dumb meat to stay closer to preys. I should've known this world's plan against me. I should've atleast change my path. I should've escaped this nightmare. I should've...
Let me tell you my story...
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