I know something is happening to Ara. She's out of her mind. I saw her not on her proper senses. She talked to herself. She smiles and cried at the same time, not just once but twice. So-
I went to Ara's house.
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ARA
I can no longer bear this. I have nothing to live for. I lose everything- because of breaking my own rules. I was to be blamed. My mother died. Because of me- she fought back because she wanted to protect me from danger.
I can no longer count on anyone. No one cares for me. Even Nick. He doesn't visit me. I knew it. He doesn't love me.
I heared a sudden knock on my room. I opened it. I saw myself. Full of blood. I ran with fear on the bathroom. I closed the door, so she couldn't enter. But as I look at my side. I saw her. Looking at me. I shouted. But she used her palm to cover my mouth. I can feel- she's real. She can touch me. And that made me feel more terrified.
I fought back. My eyes were turning red. I can see it through the mirror on my back. I was slowly consuming by my other self- the evil one inside every human. I can no longer fight this. My doppelgänger is stronger than I am. She knows everything about me. My darkest secrets crest and my deepest fears. She knows how to control my by just showing herself around.
I was like undergoing to a metaphysical change- by getting intouch with my dark side- just to release all the pain I'm feeling. I was haunted by my alter persona. I am now consumed by her. I am her, and she is me. The Ara- that was once allowed herself to be threathen by others was- was finally gone. That, I realized that a separate entity was actually- for real- was living within me, and that swallowed every piece of me.
My black, other self, apparently killing me, stabbed me from my face, stomach, legs. I tried to fought back. But I just couldn't.
A sudden knock, again. I heared Nick knocking on my room. I can't open it. Not that I can't- but I mustn't- I must not hurt him.
The process, however, consumed me. I became a different person. The only way- I know will work, was- to kill myself. To be freed. I need to defeat the evil inside me. And putting myself to death solely is the only way to take me off of this nightmare. And so I did. And in death, I found freedom.
Nick did ways to open the door. But it was too late. I was already on the floor. Shattered with bloods.
"What did you do? Ara? What did you do?" He cried. "I'll bring you to the hospital." He continued.
"No... Just be at my side... I prefer to die on your arms... Just stay at my side until I sleep...-" I whispered.
"No Ara. You can't do this to me. I love you- don't leave me.." He begged. Tears started to fall. He sitted beside me- and carried me.
I was so happy. I don't know. But happy because he's here until my final breath.
After he uttered those. I can feel my eyes closing. I'm sleepy. I wanted to take a rest... I close my eyes- entirely.
He cried. But he can't do anything.