Just a teenage boy~ Joshler

2

My eyes fluttered open to the sunlight peeping through the curtains and my alarm going off
"Call me mr Benzedrine"
It sang
I sighed sitting up and getting dressed for school, my parents didn't really notice me anymore and I have a lot of anger but I never let it out
I decided to drive today so I slipped a cap over my head and pulled my bag over my shoulder
I walked out side but I saw Tyler walking past, I gave a small grin
"Hey Tyler!"
He looked up
"Wanna ride?"
He nodded with a smile and ran over to my car, I got in and he did too
He was quiet the whole way there but that's ok
We got out and he followed me around all day but never said a word but then we had to go to maths which required me to get stuff from my locker
I ran up to it as the bell rang and put in the numbers and opened it
A folded piece of paper fell out
I looked around confused but shrugged as I picked it up, I unfolded it and read
"Friend please,(phone number)"
I gave a small grin
It must be from Tyler
I've never had a friend before
I shoved it in my pocket and got my calculator and geometry set and ran to class
I'm sad Tyler's not in this class but this teacher doesn't notice when people are on their phone so I took it out of my pocket putting in the number and texting

Josh: Hello... I found this number on a note that was in my locker

Then the little dots gif came up
I got excited
A new person
A friend
Who was really cute I may add
Wait josh no, he is probably straight

Unknown: I-is this Josh

I looked at my phone confused for a moment

Josh: yeah...?

Unknown: oh cool :) Tyler

I smiled
I knew it

Josh: btw yes I will be your friend... I've never had one before though

Tyler: :)

I shut off my phone as the bell went shoving it back in my pocket
I walked outside finding it cold again and I walked to my car
And Tyler was there with a red beanie on but he was still wearing his cool skeletons jacket
I smiled unlocking the car
"Hi"
He just smiled sitting down and shutting the door
I started the car and went to turn the radio on
I fiddled with all the buttons before I declared it stopped working
"Dang it, it was working yesterday"
Tyler's smile kind of faded as I drove off
But out of the corner of my eye I saw him writing something in the frost on the window
It was Tyler who did that yesterday...
I pulled in the drive way letting him hop out first so I could see what he wrote
"Quiet is violent"
I furrowed my eyebrows at it before getting out and waving to him
I walked inside only to hear my dad yell at me
"Go through your stuff! We're having a yard sale!"
He sounds cranky as always
I sighed walking into my room and shutting the door
I'll do the desk first
I walked over opening the drawer and pulling everything out
But at the very back was a paper clip
My breathing hitched
I haven't done it for a month now
The paper clip was attached to some blue tack and had a collection of razor blades on it
I sighed
I know I need to get rid of them
But instead I grabbed a match box and put it in there shoving it in my pocket
But I had the feeling someone was watching
I glanced to the door quickly hoping my parents weren't there for some reason but then I thought
'The window'
I turned my head looking into Tyler's room and seeing him leave his bedroom
Did he see?