Just Another Girl In The Crowd

PART 11

Slowly I walk out of the bedroom. Never have I ever had to do something like that. Luke Hemmings. The blonde haired, blue eyed Angel boy from 5 Seconds of Summer has just done that to me.
I hear Luke's snoring as I leave and tears exit my eyes as I see Calum sitting on the coach.

"Mia?" He asks slowly, getting up and coming towards me.

He roughly pulls me into a hug but I push him off. Still not saying a word.

"What happened?" He asks and tries to dry my tears.

I bat his hand away from me and let tears continue to fall.

"Talk to me, Mia." Calum hushes at me.
I keep breathing gently before shaking my head.

"I need to leave." I quietly whisper and take my phone from the side.

The cracks in my phone are like my soul. Broken and damaged. You can repair it slowly, but the memories will always be there. And every time it is dropped again or hurt in any way, the cracks will reappear. More predominant each time.
I go towards the tour bus door and gently open it.

"Mia!!" Calum shouts and runs after me as I leave.

I begin to run, hoping to never see them again until I feel a heavy hand on my shoulder.

"Mia... Please just stay with me. Let me love you." The voice whispers.

I turn to see Calum, watery eyed.

"I can't." I bluntly whisper and allow tears to fall, blurring my vision.

He wipes my eyes and takes my face in my hands.

"But why? You're an incredible girl and you don't deserve to be crying like this. Please just stay and let me care for you." He murmurs and takes my hands.

I loosely hold onto his and look into his brown eyes. Still the same eyes gazing down on me just hours before what happened with Luke.

"If you love me, let me go." I cry hard.

He shakes his head, "You should know that I can't do that. I've only known you for a few days now but I've somehow fallen in love with you and the feelings are getting stronger. I can't let you go." Calum explains.

I pull my hands from his and continue crying, harder and harder as each tear falls. The tears run into my lips, the salt stinging a lot.

"But why me?" I cry.

"Because you're beautiful, inside and out. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And I know that sounds stupid but I can't bare this." He gently murmurs into my ear.

I pull away and shiver as I remember Luke whispering into my ear. Calum's words echo through my head.

"Tell me what happened to make you like this... Please" he begs and pulls me into him.

I sit down on the concrete and begin to sob quietly, my head in my hands.

"Well as you kn-know Luke wanted s-sex..." I begin, stuttering on words, "but I didn't, and I explained that. I tried to get him to stop. I begged him, Calum! I begged but he wouldn't. He treated me badly until he eventually finished and fell asleep next to me. I didn't want s-sex with him. He's a... He's a monster." I manage to splutter, the tears now rolling into my mouth.

Calum's arm is around me.

"I'll fucking kill him, Mia. I swear to god. How could he do that?! Are you hurt?" He angrily asks.

I shake my head. The only thing hurt is my feelings and my emotions.

"I can't believe he did that..." Calum mumbles and wraps his jacket around my shoulders.

I continue to sob as he wipes my eyes.
I'm broken. Luke Hemmings broke me...