Love or Hate: A Naruto Fanfiction Book 1

The Truth Part 2

You snap and you are in your royal clothing. (Picture above or to the side). "The girl you all know is my host, she won't age unless she wants to. I am a goddess. I am specifically know as the Yokubō to shi no megami (欲望と死の女神) (Goddess of desire and death). She also has another person, she usually shows up around after I am done using her body. She is the younger version of my host. It shows the time when she was happy, but nervous. I am her mirror of lust, and devotion. Yumi or Nori as she is known by... Is her anger, sadness, determination, addiction, hate, and love. Some of the more hurtful of emotions. I always wondered why she choose them. Unlike all of the others. But she is much different then the others." You say. Tsunade says. "I think I drank too much." Tsunade says. You chuckle and say "No your not seeing and hearing things. But this information does seem unreasonable and strange, to most. But you should know what it's like to be as young. You are a crone after all, but you have the body of a maiden. That is because of your chakra level." Tsunade looks slightly ticked off. You teleport over to being beside her. You lean on her shoulder and say "Now... I have a warning for you... Don't try to bring back the dead, it will cause you only harm. Pray instead." You stand up straight and move away from her. "Who do you think you are telling me t-" Tsunade starts and turns around to face you but your a little girl by then. You are wearing a blue top and black shorts. Your hair is at your shoulders and your eyes are different. Your eyes are glossy. You back away from the woman and hide behind a tree. "I'm sorry." You say softly. Tsunade is looking at you in miss believe. "Do you know who I am?" Tsunade asks you. You shake your head no. "You will shortly, if that other woman was telling the truth." Tsunade says. You nod and then easily climb up a tree. You sit on a branch and say "come sit with me." She looks surprised, but jumps up and sits with you. "So this goddess... She called you her host." Tsunade says. "Yeah, but I think of her more as my friend. She said she'll help me make the world a better place. Then everyone will finally love me. I won't be shunned and hated anymore.... *your voice gets happy again* There will be no more fighting and everyone will be happy, just like my dream. Mommy and Daddy will be proud of me and won't call me a demon, they won't hit me anymore, and we will all be happy again. Will play in the yard, mommy will help me colour and Daddy will wrestle with me and will have tickle fights again." You say with a big bright smile. Tsunade is looking at you shocked. "What did you have to give up to the Goddess?" Tsunade asks you in a hoarse voice. "I told her that she could do what ever she wanted with me after I made my dream come true. She told me she would bring me up to heaven to play with the Angels. As long as I can also protect the chosen one. I don't know what that means but... I know I will have to die. But as long as everyone else is happy. I will be!" You answer with a smile. "You were a fool to make that decision." Tsunade says hugging you. You are taken by surprise. You slowly grow older and are in your sweats, muscle shirt with attached mask and weapon holsters. You chuckle and say "I was... Wasn't I." Tsunade lets go of you and you raise your right knee to your chest. "Lady Tsunade forgive both of their rude and disrespectful behaviour." You say calmly. "Why did you do it?" Tsunade asks. "Because I just wanted to be happy. That little girl was from the time... Well it was from the day I feel asleep in the forest outside these walls. The next day I woke up and had forgotten everything. I had no past, no name, no parents, no village, I had the clothes on my back that was it. I had nothing, till I heard Lord Danzō say 'Your name is Nori, child. You have no clan, but you do have our village as your new home. I will take care of you from now on. Your parents were killed and so were the rest of your family.' I was sad at first, but then I was happy, because I had 'found out' who I was. And I didn't know who my family was so why should I care?... They were dead and I was alive. It wasn't till, after everything, after I had friends, I was married, had two children, I was happy. I had figured out that my dream... My dream won't do anything by itself. I had to protect it. But then the Chunin exams came. And everything was gone. All of my friends killed, my husband killed, and one of my children. Now... I am going to take revenge... I am going to do anything to complete that goal. I will give my life to see the other people of this world happy, I will take on this world, and carry it on my shoulders." You answer her. "So you want what everyone else wants. And you're going to complete it." Tsunade says. You jump down then turn and face her. "If someone else won't do it... I will." You say while looking her in the eyes. Your eyes are full of determination. Tsunade smirks and jumps down. She lands beside you. "Then do whatever it takes... Show the world that you can accomplish it." Tsunade says. The woman starts to wake up. You nod and Tsunade says "But if you cross this village. I will personally kill you with my bare hands." You smirk and look her dead in the eye. "Like I said... Whatever it takes." Your voice is chilling.