Love or Hate: A Naruto Fanfiction Book 1

The Truth

You wake up to silence.  You lift your right hand to your face.   Thankfully you are wearing a mask.   You painfully sit up.   You are remembering what happen yesterday and you are just starring at the blankets in front of you.   Your thoughts are paused when you hear a knock.   "Come in."  You say.  The door opens slightly.   "Yu... I mean Nori... Are you alright?"  You hear someone ask.  You just cover your eyes as you lean forwards.   "I am fine."  You answer.   You have your ring in one hand.   You are looking at it as a tear forms in your eye, it then falls into your palm.  You relax then wipe the tears from your eyes.  Kakashi is beside you and rubbing your back.   He just simply pulls your body to his.  He is holding you to his chest.   "Kakashi... Where are we?"  You ask.  "You're in the hospital.  You had to be brought back."  Kakashi says softly.  You move out of his grasp.   There is a knock at the door as you are saying.  "I don't want anyone's pity.  I am just going to be a heartless monster, just like my father always wanted me be.   I don't need emotions..."   You go over to the other side of the bed.  You stand then snap.  You are wearing your sweats and black shirt.   You have your head band you tie it around your thigh.   "Nori-san?  Where are you going?"  Kakashi asks.  "I am going to get stronger so I can kill that bastard."   You answer as you are heading towards the door.  Kakashi walks quickly over to you.  "Don't tell me, you're going to go to Orochimaru..."  Kakashi starts.  You finish with "Yeah I will but...  When we come face to face... I am going to kill him."   You walk out of the room and down halls.  Kakashi is running after you but once you reached the corner you teleported.   You are on a training field.  There are dumbies everywhere.  You are in training field 62.  You start training.   

About a week and a half later...  After the funerals...

You finish your bottle of Sakē.   You pull up your mask and pull out your money and set it down on the counter.  The bartender grabs it as you leave the bar.   You have people starring at you in shock.   Many people have heard that you're a widow now and that you have practically lost everything.   But your face and eyes are emotionless.  You are always remaining calm no matter what people say.   You don't wear your ring anymore but you do have your ring with you at all times.  You are keeping Momoko in an orphanage, because you know you can't handle her at the moment.  Though you do go and visit her.  You are walking down the street when you hear "NORI-CHAN!!!!"  You are guessing it is Naruto.   You stop and look around.  You snap and you're in your gear again.  Naruto stops beside you.   "Nori want to go on a mission with me?"  Naruto asks.  You simple say "Why not."  "You're starting to sound like Sasuke."  Naruto says.  "Hn."  You say.   You then hear "NORI!!!!!"  "CAPTAIN!!!!"  You sweat drop.  Ever since you were promoted to chunin, your father made an announcement that you would join the Anbu Black ops as a Captain.    You turn to see Kenta and Haru.  "Nori-senpai?"  You hear a boy ask from behind you.   Naruto is sweat dropping hard.   "Really Sakura?"  Naruto mutters.    "Nori-sama... Your father, he wants to see you.  It's a mission, but he said to come quick."  Kenta is out of breathe.   "Naruto maybe another time."  You say calmly.   "Nori-senpai, when you get back can we train together?"  Sakura asks.  You give a slight nod.   You and the other two teleport to Lord Danzō's office.   You kneel respectively.  "You wanted to see me, Lord Danzō?"  You say blankly.   "Rise."  Lord Danzō orders, you stand calmly and stand extremely still.   "I need you to bring a scroll to the sand village, teleport there and back. All while picking up another scroll, bring it to Lady fifth."  He says.  "Hai!"  You say.   He passes you the scroll.   You snap and you're in your Anbu gear.  "Now go!"  Lord Danzō says.  You nod and teleport.  You arrive not that far from the entrance into the village.  You stand from the crouch you were in.   "Hey you!"  A guard says.  "Oh you're the Anbu... Please make your way to the Kazekage's tower."  The guard says.  You nod and the both of you are running towards the Kazekage's tower.