Saving Me From Myself and Love (Complete)

Chapter 5

A/N:  Ohhhmygoooshh guys!  I am so terribly sorry for the wait!  I have had a very hectic week and really did not feel like writing.  I hope you guys aren't too mad at me.

Enjoy and I really hope you like it!

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"Really?"  Drew asked bewildered.

"Yeah, when he saw me, I thought he was going to pass out or burst into tears.  I felt terrible, but I didn't tell him it was me.  I told him my name was Lily."  I was out of breath after my ranting and tried to calm my heartbeat.

Drew got a questioning look in his eyes.  "Why didn't you tell him it was you?  I thought that was what you wanted."  He looked confused for a brief moment before understanding shot across his face.

"I didn't know how he would react and I didn't want to cause a scene.  Maybe if I tell him in privacy, he won't freak out that much.  What do you think?"  I asked him looking for guidence.

"I want you to do what you think is good, if you don't want to tell him, or if you do, that is entirely up to you."  There was that brotherly stuff I loved.  He just knew the right things to say to help me out.

I wonder if he would hate me if I told him later on?  What if he found out?  Maybe I should ask Liz for his number and have him meet me somewhere.  No, that's not good.  I need to think of something.

"I can see you are deep in thought.  Would you like some luch?"  He asked walking hand in hand with me to the kitchen.  Right when we entered the kitchen, my stomach growled loudly.

I chuckled and tried to cover the noise but it was no use.  "Well, I guess that answers your question."  I said a little embarrassed.

"I will be right back with something.  Just sit your little butt down for now."  He said walking to the fidge.

I watched him get out sandwich ingredients and felt like the luckiest girl in the world.  What did I do to get such an amazing guy?  I definately don't deserve him.

Drew set down a sandwich in front of me with a big, goofy grin on his face.  "What's with the grin?"  I asked curiously with a grin on my own face.

He shook his head.  "Nothing."  He said, the grin not fading from his lips. 

After I had my food, I went to the garden deck to do my math homework.  Jeez, first day, and I've already got homework.  I guess I have to get used to this, I never had homework when I was tutored.

A few minutes into my homework, Drew came out and sat beside me on one of the chairs.  "What's up, beautiful?"

"Just doin' some homework."  I said with a sigh.

"That sounds interesting, would you like some help?"  He asked leaning over to see what I was working on.

"Thanks, but no thanks, I've got it."  I continued working with Drew sitting beside me in a comfortable silence.

"Hey all!"  Justing yelled walking out to the deck.

I groaned in response.  I'm never going to get this done now.

"Awe, don't be like that.  I wont bother you too much."  He said with a mischevious grin.

I groaned again.  "Bug Drew for a bit, I just want to get this done then you can pick on me."  I said in a rush before he did anything.

"Ok, ok.  I will leave you alone until you're done."  He said sitting across from me.

I sighed happily and got back to work.  How much of this stuff do I have to do?  I asked myself in disbelief.  A little while later, I was finally done.  I sat back in my seat and rested my over-worked head.