Saving Me From Myself and Love (Complete)

Chapter 13

"What do you want to do today, beautiful?"  Drew asked beside me.  We were sat on the balcony of our bungalo, just relaxing.  It was so beautiful here, there was no stress, no fear, just paradise.  I removed my sunglasses that Drew had bought me when we first got here and looked up at a smiling, tan Drew.  His dark skin contrasted well with his blue grey eyes making him more beautiful than he alreay was.

"How about some snorkling?"  I asked excitedly.  I've always wanted to do it, but was never able. 

"Sounds great."  He said showing off his perfect white teeth.  I got up from my seat and made my way to the huge walk in closet.  Picking out denim shorts and a white tank top, I quickly threw them on over my white bikini.  When I was done, I quickly walked towards the door and waited for Drew.  When he finally emerged from the bedroom, a shiver of desire ran through me.  I didn't know how to explain it, but ever since we got here, I haven't been able to control myself.  I've been having these....urges.  I couldn't keep my eyes off of him, and it seemed he was going through the same thing, I could feel his eyes drift down my body every so often which gave me a giddy feeling.

It was weird, ever since the day my father did what he did, I never thought I would think of someone that way, but Drew did that to me.  Whenever he looked at me, this weird feeling would run through me, desire.  If it was anyone else, I would be disgusted, but not with him.  He wormed his way through my walls I built to my heart.  I could feel myself falling more for him every day, and I didn't know if he felt the same way.

I wanted so badly to know, but I wasn't that bold.  I knew he cared for me, it was obvious the way he couldn't keep his hands off me, or the times we had shared kisses.

"See something you like?"  He asked with a smirk.  I looked him over and could feel the giddiness burst in my stomach.  He was walking around shirtless, with denim cut off's looking totally fine.  I smiled and shook my head before grabbing his hand and walking out.  I felt electric shocks course through me as we held hands and I revelled in it.

I looked back at Drew, his mouth open with shock.  I chuckled and shook my head again.  "Don't be such a baby."  I told him, rolling my toes in the sand.  It was so amazing here, there was nothing that could ruin it.

As we walked along the shoreline, Drew let go of my hand and wrapped his arm around me.  I smiled up at him and felt him kiss the top of my head.  "I hope you're enjoying this vacation."  He said looking unsure.

My eyes furrowed before I beamed at him.  "This is paradise, I'm definately enjoying it." I told him.  We had been here for two days now, and it couldn't be better.  The first day we came to the beach, relaxing, soaking up the sun.  Yesterday, we visited the many shops they had on the shoreline as well as taking a hike through the forest.  It was so amazing that I couldn't put it into words.  Never had I seen anything so mesmerizing in my life, and I was happy it was with Drew. 

As the snorkling center came into view, the excitment was building until I was short on breath.  I wanted to run, but reminded myself that I wasn't allowed.  Stupid doctor.

"Excited?"  Drew asked, smirking. 

"No."  I lied through my teeth, which caused Drew to laugh out loud until I elbowed him in the ribs.  "Ok, maybe a little.  I've never done it before."  I said unable to keep the grin off my face.

"I've never done it either. I wonder what it will be like."  Drew said smiling his perfect smile. 

"You've never done it either?"  I was shocked, he seemed like he had done everything.  He shook his head and pulled me along.

When we made it to the center, and very dark Jamacian man walked up to us with a warm smile.  God I wish I lived here.  I said smiling.

"Hello, my name is Dom.  How can I help you?"  He asked in the Jamacian accent.  My smile broadened, it was such a weird accent, but so awesome.