Red umbrella ( June IKON )

White...

White. All is white...

Snowflakes falling from the sky covering the grass and freshly digged ground..covering wooden casket... covering her name graved on a metal plate.

She died.... my mom died.

Why is everything white now? I hate white!

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Buzzing sound of my phone woke me up. It was message from YunRea: "HyeMin-ah wake up!!"

I smiled and text back: " I'm awake!"

Sliding in my warm slippers I headed to the bathroom taking of my pajama on the way. I had exame that day and it was my final exam , so YunRea was worried I might not get up in time.

Hot water touched my skin and I lifted my head . The warmth and gently touches reminded me of June's kisses. I missed him so much but we haven't seen each other almost a week.His hectic schedule took all his time. But I can't complain, he was sending me messages whenever he could and most of them were selcas. My laugh echoed through the bathroom when I remembered that- My narcissistic love, my handsome boy!Wrapping my body in a big towel i returned in my room opening the closet - Maybe I should wear jeans today?

With light steps I left the apartment looking at the sky. It was cold but sunny day and I felt great - Isn't this life beautiful!!

Hours passed and I finished my exame with good results. I took my phone to text June this happy news. He answered right away : "Baby I'm so proud! I wish I could be with you now and celebrate.."

"But you are with me and I'm the happiest girl in the world!" - I answered smiling wide.

"Don't get mad at me but I will not be able to get back few days more...we have some photo shooting and stuff.."

I sigh "I understand all but... I was hoping to see you.." He sended sad emoticon " I promise I will make it up to you" 

"Don't worry about it...it's ok really"

After putting phone back in my bag I headed to the bus stop amnd then I thought why not celebrate my good results with YunRea?! We haven't spent much time together since I was working and styding for my exames. I texted her :"Let's meet at cafe near apartment. I passed the exame !! "She replied with smiling emoticon and a lot of hearts "Sooo happy for ya !! I'm coming right away!!"

I arrived first and sat near window ordering caffee late. She came after five minutes smiling wide- HyeMin-ah I'm so happy you passed because you worked so hard for it ! Now you can relax a little and enjoy with your boyfriend- She looked at me emphasizing words- Yah ! Don't tease me ! You know how everything is complicated.. - She nodded - Yes, but that doesn't mean you two can't have fun and you know I already told you how much I'm happy for you two being together- She laughed- When I just remember how he asked me not to tell you about that  blue-purple dress he bought for you. He was sure if you knew that was from him you would've throw it or burn it ! - we both laughed- Yeah he was drawing me crazy all the time with his comments and attitude. Always teasing me and provoking.

Sound of message on my phone cut me"You two probably talking about me I just know it!"

I turned around -Can he see us? Omg this boy really!!-YunRea chuckle-He knows us to well that's all.-Then she leaned closer- Let's go somwhere and have fun, just the two of us! What do you say?- I nodded-Good idea!

We went to mall because hey what is more fun the shopping and trying clothes!? First we were trying sunglasses making fun of each other then she brought the wigs too. I laughed so hard my stomach hurt.- Hey I have an idea let's go!- She pulled my hand, dragging me to the store with costumes. Pushed me on the chair and turned to make up artist-Draw something on her face!-I wanted to protest getting up but she pushed me down- Just sit still it would be fun.-