Red umbrella ( June IKON )

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 Big lashes made a shadow on her rosy cheeks. Breathing softly through her half opened little plumpy lips. What a sight! I could watch her for hours like this. Her little body shook ,she was probably dreaming and I smiled covering her little hand with blanket- Have a sweet dreams little angel.- I whispered leaving the room quietly. Then I headed to the terrace right across her room and sat on a big cozy coutch, folding my legs below.I took my book to continue reading but all of a sudden picture of June's smilig face appeared before my eyes- Please June , stop torturing me like this! It's been one year since I left Korea,I need to stop think about you...

Small tear slid from the corner of my eye leaving wet trace on my cheek. It was my birthday again and I couldn't help myself and stop thinking about him. Pictures then started to appear one by one before me.

I remembered his peaceful look when he was sleeping and barely seen smile on his lips that morning I left his apartment. For the last time I kissed those lips and one tear escaped from my eyes falling on them. He didn't move,only grab his pillow burying his face in it.- Good bye my love... Please be always happy,fulfill all of your dreams and forget HyeMin like she never existed...

I left the room walking on my toes, sneaking quietly like a thieve who stole something what never was hers, but lefting my heart there...sleeping in that bed,hugging him so tight...dreaming of happiness that wasn't ment to be...

I opened my eyes,shooking my head-Why do I still think of him ? Why do I keep asking myself what is he doing? Is he tired or hungry?Does he sleep enough?

My phone rang pulling me back to reality.It was Francesco-Min, I'm coming for 15 minutes ,can you be ready till then?-Yes,no problem!

I went back to my room taking quick shower and dress up in jeans and shirt with floral print,after brushing my hair I add some lipstic and that was it!The time I was done he came in my room-Let's go!-I smiled-You are so impatient brother! - Sorella (sister) don't nag ! I'm in a hurry to see my wife!

After I called our nanny,we sat in his car and he draw straight to the hospital.Mona was there few months already.She had some complications and they had to do a surgery. Francesco was so worried but luckily all went well and she was recovering fine.

He park his car and we walked towards hospital crossing the street. Francesco hugged me with one hand and pulled me closer and I was smiling leaning my head on his shoulder. With corner of my eyes I took a glimpse of someone dressed all in black sitting on a back seat of a taxi who was just passing by. I look up to take a better look but taxi was speeding up suddenly

-Ah probably just my imagination-I sigh and hurried to keep up with Francesco who already was inside. We took the elevator climbing to the last floor,then walked through long and spooky corridor turning left. This place always creeps me up whenever I go there.It's not that I was afraid of the hospitals but that corridor and so many doors had that influence on me.

When we entered ,Mona was sitting in her bed, her back supported with pillows.She smiled at us and Francesco hugged her tight- I missed you cara (darling).- I sat on the chair on her left side closer to window. They were talking sweet things to each other and I was smiling,always happy to see how much they love each other- Where is our angel Anna?- She asked- I just let her sleep and nanny is with her now-she nodded-You are such caring person Min, I can't be thanful enough for taking such a good care of Anna!- Ah Mona,you know I love her like she is my own daughter.

We talked more when doctor came and nurse had to give Mona her shots. Francesco left to bring her fresh water and I stood up looking through the window. I could see people walking up and down,coming and going but something draw my attention. It was man in black with black snapback on his head. He was standing close to entrance looking closely to every person who came out from the hospital.- OMG!- my heart started to thump like crazy.I covered my mouth with both hands stopping myself from screaming.Shooking my head, I inhale few times and then turned to Mona- Mona,I'll be back shortly, just I need to see something..-She nodded. When I walk out from her room I run to elevator squeezing my hands ,who were shaking,into fists. I didn't know what I was doing.My heart wanted to jump out from my chest,beating so furious.I ran through the exit heading to place where I saw that man in black,but nobody was there.Turning in all directions,looking at people who were passing by, but I couldn't see him. I stood there for few minuteshoping that he will appear, but he was nowhere to be seen. My eyes closed full of tears-I'm such a fool! Acting crazy like this!