Goodbye Girl : Days To Forget (Chat MD Series #2)

Helga Lastimosa

I've been in love once. It happened when I was taking up BS Biology in Saint Tomasino University.

I wanted him in a bothersome kind of way. I was young, then. I didn't know exactly what I like and what I don't... just that I like him. I didn't know the many options and choices I have in considering the male specie. He was the only one I saw as a man.

I liked him in such a way that I adored his hairstyle even before knowing what it's called. I liked the timbre of his voice even before I learn to classify voices. I liked his jaw, his eyes, his mouth, his hands, his physique even before I realized how hormones work or what physical attraction means. I dreamt about kissing him and holding him even before I knew what intimacy means.

I liked him... no, scratch that, I loved him absolutely. All that he is, all that he once was, and all that he will be, was all that I wanted.

Like the brat that I was, I've been aggressive in getting his attention and expressing all my thoughts. I've been cheap. I've been crazy.

I've been a fool.

What do I know? Love is capable of making us senseless. And he was that one person who could play with my senses and logic however he wanted.

I chased him. I fought for him. I made his words my bible.

I love him to the extreme... that when he broke my heart, I thought I was beyond saving.

As long as I remember him, as long as I acknowledge his effects on me, I won't ever be saved.

These are the days I wanted to forget. #