Summer love

Chapter 16

Justin's POV

I was so stupid! Why did I have to ask that? I always make the wrong move. I wanted to turn back time and never ask her that. But since there's no way, I'm gonna try and make something special for her. But what should it be?

We were still sitting at the table when Mandy and Anthony came in. "We're gonna go shopping and get some things for Anthony. Do you need anything?"

"No, Mum. Thanks." Selena answered. The atmosphere was still a bit weird between me and Selena.

I put my arms around her, and I noticed that we were still in our PJs. She looked down at me, as if she didn't like it. "Hey? Everything's okay?" I asked.

"Sure," she smiled, but I could see it was fake.

We sat down on the couch and talked for a bit, or let's just say, a few hours. We started to get along really fast and laughed a lot.

Then it was late, and I had to leave in an hour. So we went to the guest room to pack my stuff. She was helping me; she's so beautiful. I wanted to be with her forever! She bent down to put my shorts in my bag, and oh my, I just got the perfect view of her. How could she do that to me? She's so hot; I couldn't help but check her out.

She turned around and saw me checking her out. "Justin?" I was too focused that I could only hear her voice, but I didn't know what she said.

"Yeah?" I said walking up to her. I wanted this last hour to be the most special moment with her, so I just kissed her passionately. One thing led to another... soon we were making out.

Selena's POV

I saw he was checking me out. I liked it, but on the other hand, I couldn't stop thinking that he was just like Brandon. I mean, I'm happy he likes how my body looks, but I wasn't that secure about it.

We started making out, and I was enjoying it until his hand traveled under my shirt. That moment my smile dropped, my heart stopped, and the only thing I could do was push him and slap him in the face.

It was all so sudden. Was he really gonna do it? I can't believe him! I was so furious. I felt tears running down my cheeks.

I ran to my room and locked myself in there. He's that way... I can't believe it. He's just like Brandon. I lay down on my bed and kept on crying.

"Sel?" Justin called from the other side of the door.

"Just go away! Go back to Texas, Justin..." I sobbed. "We're done!" I said so firmly; it didn't sound as if I was crying my heart out at the moment.

"No!" He begged. "Please Sel. Don't be like this; I'm stupid! Please let's just talk?" he asked softly. "I never meant to hurt you! I swear!"

"But you did! Just go already!" I begged him.

"What's going on up there?" I heard Anthony's voice say. He must be back.

"Nothing." Justin replied. "Sel, just please open up. I'll be away for a while; I don't wanna end this like that," he begged once more.

"Hopefully you will!" I said, but I really didn't mean it like that. I liked Justin; I didn't want it to end like this either.

"I think you better go now," Anthony said, already angry with Justin.

I heard them talking for a while, then I heard a knock on my door. I was still laying on my bed, crying my eyes out. My pillows were already wet.

"Sel? He is away. Whatever happened between you two, I'm here! Please come out." I walked up to the door and opened it. Anthony wiped my tears away. He hugged me, and that made me feel better.

He's like my big brother who always cares for me. I love him so much for all this. Then we sat down on my bed, and I told him everything. Actually, I've never talked about love with a guy, just with Demi.

But he listened to me and he understood me. Then my mom told us to come down for dinner. I was very hungry because I didn't eat anything apart from the pancakes. My mom knew there is anything wrong with me, but I was so thankful that she didn't ask. I went upstairs and fell asleep. My eyes just closed because I got really tired from crying for so long.

Justin's POV

Now I'm back at home. Single. I couldn't believe I lost my girlfriend. The most amazing girl in the world. Why did I do that? Why am I always a fool when my life seems to be perfect? It's always the same. I get a lot of blessings and then? I lose everything because I'm foolish. My mom thinks everything is alright because I acted happy in front of her. I don't want her to worry, and she likes Selena so much. I can't do this to her. Hopefully I can go back to LA to tell Selena how I feel about her. I just can't live without her anymore.