Summer love

Chapter 18

Selena's POV

I called Demi last night because I couldn't sleep. I told her everything that happened with Justin and even with Jacob. Then the rest of the week went by quite fast. I met with Jacob every day, and we didn't just pretend to date; I had the feeling we really did. Justin tried to call me all day, but I couldn't answer it. I was still so furious with him.

I had about 500 messages from him, saying how sorry he is, but is he really? I'm not sure, and when I'm honest with myself, I think I'm falling for Jacob. He is so cute and so hot! I can't believe he isn't taken. Since everybody saw me with him, they're saying he has to be cool, and everyone is going to like him. Lots of girls want him, but he said he doesn't want them. He told me that there is just one girl that he really likes and would go out with.

I hope so bad that this is me. He even came to the cheerleader training and watched me dancing. Jacob is just sooo so so cute. He is the dream of a boy. His body is filled with muscles and just omg. Today he wants me to come to the beach. So I got up and changed into my bikini. Over it, I took some short pants and a white shirt.

Then I started going my way to the beach. It was pretty close, so I didn't need to take the car. When I arrived, I already saw Jacob waiting for me. He sat on a bench, and lots of girls were staring at him.

"Hey." He turned around.

"Hey," Jacob said with a huge smile on his face.

"Your ready?"

"I was born ready."

I took off my shirt when he grabbed me and went towards the water.

"No. Let me down," I said, laughing. But he went on. After a while, he let me down so I ran away. He chased me quickly because he was very fast. We played a bit with the water, and we were just crazy. We had so much fun and laughed the whole day.

It was Saturday, so we had a lot of time which felt very short. We ate first some chips then ice cream. It was really a wonderful day. We went swimming and swam wide away from the beach. There we played again with water, and he was definitely better at it than me. I stopped splattering him because I couldn't breathe anymore. I had so much water in my mouth.

Fortunately, Jacob saw this and stopped too. He swam up to me and held me above water. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah," I told him with my last breath.

"No, you're not," he replied. Then he took me and swam with me to the part where he could stand on the ground.

There he took me on his arms. "No, I'm okay." We looked each other deep in the eyes.

He leaned in, but I wasn't ready. I mean, there is still Justin. I turned around my head so he would only kiss my cheek, but he recognized it and looked down. "It's not that I don't like you; it's just.."

"It's okay. Why should you like a boy like me?"

"No!! I like you really. But you know I'm not long single. There are still the thoughts of my last relationship which didn't end well."

"I won't hurt you, I promise."

"That's actually quite funny. My ex-boyfriend used to say that too, and like you see, he did." He let me down after some steps.

"So you think I would?"

"I'm not sure. I thought I knew people, but I failed at my ex, so now I'm not this sure anymore." He looked again down and so disappointed.

I didn't want to hurt him, so I did something that I might regret. I kissed him quickly, then went back to our stuff at the beach. He followed with a smile on his face. I put on my shirt and my shorts, so did he.

Then he drove me home with his car, and when we arrived at mine, we just looked at each other. We both had a smile on our faces. "Thank you for the amazing day," I said, kissing his cheek. Then I quickly got out of the car and went inside.

"You replaced Justin quite fast," Anthony said, looking a bit angry at me. It got me furious, so I just went upstairs to my room. It was just random that Jacob came into my life when Justin disappeared.

I thought the whole night about what Anthony said. I still felt a bit in love but also a bit sad. Did I really replace him? I still love him because you can't forget seven weeks in one week. It will take a long time to forget him, but Jacob will help me.

But will I really forget him? I'm not this sure anymore.