Jack POV
I stare down at Benjis vulnerable body spralwed out on my bed with his wrists handcuffed to the headboard i think of all the possible things I could do; but I force myself to not think about it.
Benji eyes flutter open; I crawl on to the bed and kneel beside him.
"What do you want Jack?" Benji mumbles sleepily
"I want Ashley" I reply
"No you can't have Ash he's mine I love him" Benji says loudly in horror.
"Well Benji baby I am a changed man believe it or not. My councilor said so; I am ready to admit my feelings to Ashley. I just have one problem and that problem is you, you need to dump Ashley" I say sternly
"No Jack I won't dump Ashley I would rather die" Benji's voice clips with pain.
"Ben you didn't ever need him anyway because he doesn't love you I even heard him say it to his mam the other night. He said he is to good for you and he doesn't have the heart to hurt your poor pathetic feelings. Poor little Ben you thought he cared" I smile down at Benji as tears fall down his cheeks
"Your lying" Benji cries
"You know I am not lying Ben because you have always had thought that Ashley is to good for you and it just turned out Ashley thought the same thing. Maybe if you don't want to see him move on you can cut a little deeper that way your pathetic little life would be over and Ashley could be with someone who makes him happy instead of you." I say flatly and squeeze his wrist.
Benji hisses against the pain " your lying" Benji says through gritted teeth
"Am I. Well if I am why did Katie say those horrible things to you" I say sarcastically
"I do deserve to die but I won't hurt Ashley I couldn't" Benjis voice wobbles
"You wouldn't hurt anyone by dyeing Benji baby you would be doing us all a favour. I have to go to work let yourself out" I take of the handcuffs and walk out of my flat.
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This is Dying (BXB) (Book2)
RomanceCOMPLETED Tanwenwharton9 (book 2) Sequel to 'This will never die' Benji becomes extremely depressed. Would someone be able to save him before its to late.
