Chapter 31: lost and found

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Belle's pov

He hadn't made it in time, so I moved to a different hotel. I set up everything just like the other time. I decided to do Lost one's weeping this time. I put on the headphones and played the music.

Feel it cutting into me the doubting painful knife.

Fell it deepening the rift finally hit just right

Couldn't take the love I had so weak and burning low

And it grew into a weapon only hurting me this I know....is nonfiction

So good with numbers, science, math I like

But I'm terrible at English so I despise

Tis part of me that want a simple right or wrong, but I feel that I choose will always be false

And today this homework about me, a blank sheet

Accomplished, content with this life I will now live

'Til I think why are we just sometimes, no always

Saying how we're sad and saying how we're lonely

Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy

 Can you even find the one who died his red heart to black?

Hey who could it be? Hey someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're ok this way?

Hey, just tell me how, it's not like I care now!

 Counting days like numbers, they all pass their prime

And again hypnotically swimming through time

Behind powers and guards I put up I hide...knowing they long died

From problems, my resolve just can't solve that homework

Accomplished, content with this life I will now live

'Til I think and he speaks, that demon inside me

Saying "let me just leave" saying "someone kill me!"

Can you even read the blackboard written clear as can be?

Can you even read his mind? See that kid's lost fantasy

Can you even find the one who died his red heart to black?

Hey, who could it be? Hey someone tell me!

Can you even solve the question with your abacus yet?

can you even stop the rope from hanging him by his neck?

Did we really choose it right saying we're ok this way?

Hey, just tell me how, it's not like I care now!

Can you even solve the formula of area now?

Can you even scream the dreams you swore would never go out?

Who was the one who let my hopes just curl up and die?

Hey who could it be? No, it's gotta be!

Just open up your eyes why don't you grow up and see?

 But what the hell is growing up, and tell me when will I be?

Can a single person out there just explain it to me?

Hey just tell me now, It's not like I care now!

(song on side)

 

I put so much passion into that song. I put the secret message to Zero up. I lied down and dozed off.

When I woke up, I checked my computer. 1000 views already! I smiled and was about to close the laptop, when the door opened. It was..

---------author note!------------

Hi! sorry for not updating lately. I've been working on 8 other fanfic right now, so I'm going crazy.

 Belle00

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