Taken

Love? Maybe? (11)

Shawn's POV (surprise)

As I'm trying to calm myself down after my total breakdown and telling Becca everything. I feel Becca move slightly in my grip.

I make eye contact with her and she slowly leans in and our lips collide. I make sure to be gentle with her since it's our first real  kiss.

I feel myself calming down. We slowly pull away for breath she looks at me and smiles she brings her hand up and wipes the remaining tears on my face.

When I go to lean in again she acts like she is gonna kiss me back but dodges to the side. She runs along the couches and throws a pillow at me when she gets to the corner.

She opens the door and runs our. I immediately panic. What if she tries to leave? I don't remember if I locked the door or not.

I get up and run to the door. Thankfully it's locked so Becca is still in the house. I hear a door close upstairs and head in the direction of the stairs.

I open her bedroom door and look to see if she is in there I close the door behind me.

I go over to her bathroom door and try to open it. She locked it from the inside. I put my ear up on the door and hear her crying.

I start knocking on the door and the crying gets louder. I have to make sure she doesn't do anything she regrets.

Becca's POV

I ran upstairs and locked myself in the bathroom. I lean against the door and start to cry. I feel so weak right now I don't like crying but I can't stop.

I hear Shawn walk into my room and I try to stop crying but it proves to be impossible.

He starts banging on the washroom door and I start crying louder getting scared.

"Becca open the door." I hear Shawn softly say.

I just stay silent I know if I talk I'm not gonna be able to make a sound. So why try?

"Fine but I'm not leaving" Shawn sighs and I hear him put his back against the door and slide down.

I try to pull myself together. I should have never kissed him. I don't know why I did.. maybe I just feel sorry for him? No I like him? I don't know. Ugh. I wish I could just be at home and not have to worry about this.

I stop crying and fighting with myself after about an hour and as far as I can tell Shawn is still leaning against the door.

I know I have to leave this bathroom at some point so I get up and start to wash my face to get rid of the tears that dried on my face off. I brush through my hair and pull it into a high ponytail. By the time I'm done my eyes are barely red from crying anymore.

I unlock the door and as soon at the lock clicks I hear Shawn stand up. I slowly turn the knob and open the door.

Shawn runs behind my and closes and locks the bathroom door I see he locked the door leading to the hall to. I start to get scared and I go over to the couch and cuddle a pillow and wrap myself in a fluffy blanket and watch as Shawn comes and sits beside me.

"Come here" he says holding hid arms out to hug me. Slowly I move over to him. He wraps his arms around me and holds me close to him. The hug is actually really comforting.

"I'm sorry." I say to him. I don't know what came over me when I kissed him.

"For what? Showing me that someone can actually show affection or love to me when I haven't had it for years? You did nothing wrong babe." He tells me. I start blushing when he calls me babe.

"Okay" I say as I snuggle into Shawn.

After a few minutes of silence Shawn says something I thought would never happen ever again I thought I would never fall for it ever again...

"Would you Becca do me the honors of being my girlfriend?" Shawn asks nervously.

I nod my head in this chest to tell him yes. I have no idea what I just got into...

My thoughts get interrupted by Shawn once again.

"Wanna go watch those movies now? You can choose what one we watch first." He asks.

"Sure. Let's watch The Fault In Our Stars first. If it's not too much of a sappy girly love story for ya."I say.

"Sure but I choose the next movie."

"Agreed " I reply.

Wow long chapter this time! Over 700 words!