Taken

Getting Her Back(19)

Shawn's POV

I can't believe Becca did this to me, she made me think that we were actually going to become something more.

She played me, she just wanted to get into my heart find out my weaknesses and hit me right where she knew it would hurt.

I wish I could just loose my feelings for her but I know it's never gonna happen. As I'm staring into her beautiful eyes, I decide that she isn't going anywhere anytime soon as soon as I get her back which I will and if she refuses to be loyal and love me I will just have to make her because I know I can't live without her.

I let some of my anger go into the glare I'm giving her, for a second I see the fear in the eyes but they quickly go back to her normal.

It hurts seeing her being scared of me but I let that thought slip by and try to think of a way for me to get her back without the house alarm going off.

I remember that it takes about 8 minutes for the police to actually get here and it takes a minute for the house alarm to actually go off so if I break the lock on the window, get downstairs and press the alarm off in 60 seconds than I can just grab her and take her back. But if the alarm actually goes off than I have about 7 minutes to get her into my house and quiet.

I take another minute to debate my decision before attempting to break the lock. I lift up on her window until I hear the satisfying sound of the plastic lock breaking.

I lift up the window and slam it down and sprint past her and downstairs. I find the box for the security system and press the off button.

I run back upstairs and see that she left the room the window is still down and she wouldn't of had enough time to get off the roof yet so she must still be in the house.

I first check her closet and seeing that she isn't there I move on to the next room closing her door behind me and keeping my steps very light so I could hear her if she moved.

I next go to the bathroom and see that she isn't in there either that leaves one room upstairs, her parents room. I walk slowly to her parents room knowing that she must be in there because she wouldn't have got past me and downstairs. I decide to go easy on her and try being nice and give her a chance to come to me.

"Becca if you come out now your punishment will be a very small one but if you stay hiding it will get very bad. you have ten seconds to come out, 10...9...8...7...6...5...4...3...2..." my counting gets interrupted by the sound of Becca walking out of the hall closet behind me. I turn around and look at her with a disappointed stare.

I take a minute to look at her and I realize how bad she looks her cheeks are stained with tears and her body is shaking as she try's not to let out any big sobs, she's also slouching and is staring at the ground.

I feel so guilty for putting her into this state but she needs to know she can't run away from me and that I don't appreciate her cheating on me.

"Becca look at me" I say sternly while trying my hardest to put a little bit of softness in with my voice.

I watch her as she swallows hard chocking back on sobs and takes in a deep breath. She looks up at me and all I see in her eyes is fear and hatred.

It hurts to see the hate in her eyes and also knowing all of her hate is going directly to me. I love her but I know now that she will never truly love me back I can make her fake it and act but her feelings will never be real.

"We're going home now we can go the easy way or the hard way, your choice." I tell her with my hand out for her to grab.

She nods slightly before grabbing my hand, I walk her downstairs and open the front door pulling her out with me. She follows a little behind me and doesn't look up or even look ahead at all her eyes are just fixed on her shoes.

We get up to my house and I unlock the door, I make her step in before me and after she is inside I soon follow. She starts walking in the direction of the stairs probably trying to go to her room.

"Becca go to the kitchen and sit down we need to talk" I tell her sternly she just nods and turns around slowly making her way to the kitchen.

I take my shoes off and walk into the kitchen, Becca is sitting down with her elbows on the table with her head in her hands as she wipes the tears out of her eyes. I know I have to go pretty easy on her so she will actually be okay with staying here but no matter my feelings I know we can't be a couple right now.

I bet she only thinks of me as a kidnapper, she probably doesn't know how much she means to me and how much it hurts to know she cheated on me with my best friend. I know I'm Bipolar and depressed but I thought I kept my anger, rage and sadness inside pretty well. Am I that bad of a person that she didn't want to be with me anymore or did she never like me in the first place?

I stop thinking about it and decide to just ask her and see if she would lie to me. She's a really bad liar so I should know if she lies to me. I take a seat across from her she watches me very carefully probably looking for any emotion but I am refusing to show any.

"So why did you cheat on me with Cam?"

A/N- Cliffhanger!!! Sorry guys but I needed to end the chapter there before the POV change. Hope you enjoyed and I'll be back next week with another chapter!!!!