Taken

Car Ride Back (10)

Becca's POV

Once we get in the car Shawn looks at me and wipes the tears from my cheeks and gives me a sympathetic smile I just turn away and look out the window. It's his fault I'm crying.

I hear him sigh but he soon starts the car. I just stare out the window the whole time. Shawn put on music obviously trying to get me to sing. But I'm just not in the mood.

We pull up to his house and I get out and walk up to his door and wait for him. He walks up the steps and unlocks the door I go first with him following me. He locks the door behind him and puts the key in his pocket.

"Do you want to watch some movies now or order some food for lunch first?" Shawn asks.

"I'm just going to go upstairs... I'm not really hungry and I'm not in the mood to watch a movie..." I say as I turn around and start to walk towards the stairs.

Shawn grabs my wrist and turns me around. He pulls me into his chest and puts his arm around my waist and pushes my chin up so I look him in the eyes.

"Are you okay?" He asks.

"Why would I be! You kidnapped me and made me stay away from my friends! I don't want to be here!" I yell at him.

His grip on me tightens.i start to get scared considering how much stronger he is than me. I try to pull away and he just picks me up princess style and tightly holds me not letting me go.

I start to kick and scream and he just continues walking. He opens the door to the movie room and closes the door behind him.

I hear the door lock and I start to get scared. I start crying. I don't like it I feel so weak and helpless right now.

"Do you want to know why I kidnapped you?" He asks.

I nod my head slowly not trusting myself to talk.

"Okay. I don't really know where to start with this. Let's go back to last year, my parents left me deciding I would be fine on my own since they wanted a daughter and never wanted the worthless son they got." As he was saying this he started to cry.

"They told me I was a mistake and that they didn't want me. That they never wanted me. I was told this for years for as long as I can remember actually. They made sure that I knew they hate me. They decided to leave me. Since they were rich they had the great kindness of their hearts as they put it to let me live in this house and they would pay the bills and give me enough money to live. When really the only reason they let me stay here is because of the government and that they have to ensure I can live." Shawn is full on crying now.

"Ever since than I've been really lonely and developed depression and became bipolar. I was getting worse and worse until I started paying attention to you. The kind, sweet, quiet and beautiful girl in my class. I noticed that you were hiding something and I knew I needed to find it out what it was and I'm glad I did. Bec. I know you were talking to Cam about your depression and anxiety since the incident last year. I found out at school when I over heard you talking to your friends. Since then I started liking you. As soon as I found out about your mom leaving I knew we needed each other again." He trys to stop crying and calm down.

While he is trying to calm down I move slightly from his grip and stare into his eyes. I lean forward and slowly and gently connect our lips.

My mind tells me to stop but my heart makes me continue. What am I doing...

A/N - do we ship it? Tell me in the comments and give me ideas! I'm up to hearing anything! ❤