Taken

I'm Sorry(29)

Shawn's POV

A/N- I don't know how to say this.. I got an idea for the ending and although I  love this book it's getting pretty long and I'm running out of idea's to continue it. I'm planning on having 30-35 chapters in this book and something coming soon is so big that I have to end the book when it happens. Some of you may hate me for the ending I have in mind but I promise you if I end it the way I plan to there will be a sequel.

(Sorry for the long message btw. Continue reading and enjoy)

"Look I'm sorry I know I screwed up, I should have never taken you or taken Becca. It's just.. I love Becca and I already messed up and lost her once I can't loose her again. I want things to go back to the way they were before I kidnapped Becca and before I got mad and shoved her. I just thought that some part of her still loves me because I should be in jail right now. When she got hit by that truck I know she remembers everything, and yet she kept me safe and never got me in trouble." Before I could continue I'm interrupted.

"You did mess up if you really loved Becca you would let her and I go."

"That's the problem, Taylor and Ethan are moving in and you're kinda sorta Taylor's girl now, and Becca's still mine and I still need her with me but I'm going to make it so she has a much easier and nicer list of rules to follow, both of you will basically just get to live here normally. Now I don't know what types of rules Taylor's gonna give you but if their too harsh I can talk to him about them." I tell her nervous of her reaction.

"You can't just keep us here, we have family's to go back to and what's gonna happen to Cam?" Kat yells trying to sound confident but fails.

"Cam's gonna be fine, he'll be living with us too"

"Do you actually expect him to stay here?"

"Yes, he'll do anything to keep his sister safe"

"You can't do that!" She screams at me.

"Look Kat I know I messed up but there's nothing I can do about it now. Becca, Ethan, Cam and you will just have to deal with being kidnapped. If I go back on this plan now I'll loose Becca, and I can't loose her I love her too much." I say feeling defeated. I wish I could go back in time a few years and hug her and apologize to her instead of shoving her. If I could turn everything back I would.

"If you actually loved her you wouldn't keep her here and force her to love you." Kat snaps back.

She goes over to the door and realizes its locked, she glares at the lock for a second before huffing and sitting beside the door as far away from me as she can.

"You know I tried to be nice I could have just kept you in the basement not knowing what was going to happen" I sigh.

"Maybe you should have"

"Do you wanna go back down there?" I ask, in response she shakes her head forcefully.

"Then get up here have some hot chocolate and we can talk some stuff out" She huffs before standing up and walking back over to me and sitting across from me again. She silently grabs the milk and pours some in her hot chocolate, she is still really upset.

"Look maybe I can figure out something so you and Cam can go home, I don't want Cam around Becca anyway. But maybe you here is a good thing, Becca will have someone she can talk to and fully trust again."I say drinking my hot chocolate staring out the window. It's almost December and it's weird not seeing snow.

"Can we just stop talking? I just wanna sleep and hope I wake up away from this nightmare." Her voice is really shaky as she talks.

"Okay, lets go upstairs" I say, I grab our mugs and put them into the sink and grab her hand and unlock the door before leading her upstairs and into Becca's room since it's the only bedroom with a lock on the outside right now.