Taken

Distraction(35)

Becca's POV

Once I hear the front door slam I get really worried, Shawn is extremely mad right now, will he calm himself before coming back or will he come back even angrier? I tug at the roots of my hair trying to get my thoughts straight. Who knows maybe what I said to Shawn will do him some good and make him realize how horrible it is for me to be stuck with him.

I shakily stand up and walk to Ethan's room, I lightly knock on his door. I hear his standing up and walking towards the door. He opens it and I run into his chest and hug him, I really need someone to hug me and just hold me right now.

"Becca what's wrong?" Ethan asks full of concern.

"Did you not hear anything from the other room?" He shakes his head before answering.

"I was watching a YouTube video on my phone with headphones. I took them out when it was over and five minutes later you knocked on my door."

"Oh... Well Shawn and I got in a fight and he left the house really mad at me"

"Did you want to talk about it or just have me distract you?"

"I don't want to talk about it I just want to get Shawn off my mind for a while"

"Okay" Ethan says picking me up and bringing me over to his bed and setting me down before jumping on.

He grabs his Xbox controller and turns his T.V. on and Xbox. I watch as he opens the YouTube app.

"So do you have any favorite YouTubers you want to catch up on?"

"Um well I watch almost anyone, do you have any suggestions? Who's video were you watching earlier" Ethan looks choked up for a minute before he responds.

"I was watching my brothers channel. It used to be ours but he doesn't really have me there to be in them now"

"Oh... well we could watch my video's if you want" I suggest to try to distract Ethan from what I just asked him.

"You make videos?" Ethan asks.

"Made. But yeah"

"Type your channel name in" Ethan tells me handing over the controller.

I listen to what he says and typed my channel name in and click my profile icon before handing Ethan the controller back.

He goes through my covers before stopping on a video from two years ago. One of Shawn and I singing 'Say Something' by A Great Big World. Ethan looks at it confused for a minute I think he forgot that Shawn and I dated, but soon I see realization cross over his face and he continues down the line of videos he finally settles for my cover of 'Writing On The Wall' by Sam Smith.

After we're done watching my cover Ethan goes back to the search screen and types in 'Dolan Twins' and clicks a channel icon. I'm guessing Ethan is just showing me a new channel that I may get obsessed.

When it loads I see the thumbnails of the videos and look over to Ethan, the boy on the screen looks exactly like Ethan but with different hair and if you really look he has a different jaw line and doesn't have the little spot Ethan does beside his eye. So Ethan has a twin? I knew he had a brother but he never told me he had a twin.

Ethan scrolls for quite awhile before reaching a video with him and the other boy in it titled 'What Are You Touching My Face With?". I try not to laugh at how high Ethan's voice is compared to what it's like now.

I watch as a younger version of Ethan is being such a happy total idiot, I want to see that side of Ethan I wonder when the last time he was that happy was. 

"I miss him and sometimes I wish he would have followed long enough to draw attention or get taken along with me or even remember the license plate. I just miss him so much he would have made the best out of this situation and still would have made me smile but I think I know why all of this happened now. Why I was taken, snatched away from my family leaving them in despair leaving my brother thinking this is all his fault. It was all so I could meet you, Becca I know this sounds stupid but I feel like you're my light at the end of the tunnel and that I'm yours. We can both get out of here and back to our families, we could even be together" Ethan's cheeks tinted slightly red when he says the last comment.

"I mean obviously if you're okay with it, I didn't mean to just say it li-" I cut him off with my lips he kisses back and I never want our lips to be apart but eventually we have to part for air.

"I would love to"

He smiles and leans in again and I gratefully accept, for once in this house I'm generally happy and all I have on my mind is Ethan. Maybe my life can be fixed, maybe I can move on from my past with Ethan, we can heal and re-start our lives together.

I wrap my arms around Ethan and rest my head on his chest. I close my eyes and slowly drift off to sleep listening to Ethan's heart beat. Not even caring what would happen if Shawn comes home or what he would do if he saw this.