Me

May 2nd

It's 1:37 am. I feel like I have a disease. Have you ever just felt like you were about to die? That's how I feel. Everyone is asleep by now. I'm scared. I have nightmares and I can't sleep. Everything is so messed up. I can't breathe half the time and the other half is recovering from not being able to breathe. The nightmares have been getting worse. I need you.