i'm tired of dreaming about you i'm tired of feelings this claustrophobic tightness in my chest when i see your face. but i can't stop seeing it in my sleep so i don't sleep but then i think and remember and then i try to forget. i try to forget everything like i'm sure you already have. do you read this anymore? you used to. you used to care. lol i'm not upset with you i'm happy for you, but i also know what i did to you so i get why you hate me. don't worry prongs i'm just finally slowing down.
