today was a bad day. an extremely bad day. and i was overwhelmed and close to crumbling in a pile of anxiety and then he got me a cheesecake. such a simple thing but it made my day so much better and i wanted to cry because i have such great people around me. i'm so happy that all the people that don't matter are gone. i have the best people supporting me. but i am afraid of getting too close. i've started to rely on him at work. every time i look at him i can't help but smile because he always makes my day better. but i shouldn't become too attached right? he's caring and kind and sweet and low key high key attractive. but the last thing i would do is betray my love. i just can't help but feel better around him.
