I feel nothing. I know you're looking at me. But I feel nothing. The drugs consume my emotions until I feel nothing but calm. At night, sadly, I feel everything at once. Grief, pain, loss, mourning, jealousy, sadness. I am to be constantly drugged until I get over these feelings. I am not allowed to feel. The car wreck didn't happen in my world. I would be broken if it did. So I am not broken so that means it did not happen. Or maybe I am just drugged. It doesn't matter. Everything will disappear in two days. Goodbye emotions. I never really cared for you anyway.
