Dreams destroying in my sleep
How can pain reach so deep?
Waking up is to much effort
Sleep is a luxury I can't afford
Depression overwhelms my soul
Deep darkness, a big black hole
Sadness eats it's way through my heart
Where does it end, where did it start?
No one can understand this pain
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain
Lost in a never ending maze
Every moment just a dizzy daze
Why does it have to be me?
If only future I could see
Afraid of shadows in the dark
Will I ever make my mark?
Unseen tears flowing from my heart
I must go on, play my part
Life has to continue for today
Living my life, come what may
So much to be thankful for
How can I ask for anything more?
I just wish this could go away
For me to have a natural day
To know that I'm not the only one
Helps a little, but it's still no fun
Even God seems oh, so far away
Who can can brighten up my day
So tired of fighting this feeling
My mind just spinning and reeling
I hate these pills I have to take
Makes me feel like my life is just so fake
What can I do, where can I go?
Stumbling around,to and fro
Wondering when this will end
Isn't there an angle he could send?
Not much more to say for now
Just wondering how, how, how
Again pulling myself together
Opting that this won't last forever
