When I was young you never were there
you hid in the silence as I was being tortured
by my own mind
When I grew older you start to appear more
you stuck by my side
held my hand and
when people tried to talk to me you said just ignore them
they're not your real friends I am
years past and you're still my best friend
Even though most of the time you caused me pain
Like to cut myself or burn myself so basically hurt
myself in any way possible
But you were still there
One day I was having a hard time just being here in this world
So I looked at you as we were getting ready to cross
the street and you said jump in front
of the car you will never ever feel pain again and
I listened just as a car was coming by
I stepped on the street with open arms
I closed my eyes took a deep breath
Just waiting for the glorious death to strick
upon me
----
'Crash'
I fell to the ground, blood everywhere, people
screaming for 911 but non of that mattered because the last thing
I saw was you holding my hand
My best friend
My only friend
My depression
