"Dont worry I'm here for you when ever you need" you said as I cried into your lap, trying to explain the pain that's been built up inside me for so long.
"Promise" I asked hoping that they may be the only ones that say.
"Promise" you replied. And that was all I needed to start crying more thinking I've finally found someone to listen and be my friend.
My brain told me It wasnt going to last cause i care to much, that I'll get invested in your life and think everything's going great, until you fine someone so much better then me in every way.
But my heart told me to try, 'we cant be alone forever, someone must want us right?' My heart, do easily fouled.
The closer and closer we became the less my brain warned me to keep my protective shield up, to be guarded.
But you saw me fall in love with you, you saw me start to think trust and hope isn't for suckers. You saw me put my trust and hope and life in your hands.
I thought you loved me, I thought you cared...... I was wrong I should have listened to my brain.
"You promised me you'd stay. You promised" tears rolling down my eyes sitting on the cold floor. "You said you'd be here for me."
"I lied" you turned back, and break my heart and trust and hope onto to floor.
Trust is for suckers. And only suckers hope as sooner or later they all will walk away.
