Why dont you try

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I am ... Good question, who am I ?
Like me, love me
Take me, leave me
Know that I am a
True friend
To the end and I ask for nothing
More than two things
Don't hurt me or use me.

Those are my only things I ask of you
But did you care about those two things ?
Nope

All you cared about was yourself
And even though if you make one mistake
I forgive you and apologize for something I never did
But when I make a mistake you flip out.

You always complain that earth is a living hell
Sure it's a bad but I've bin to hell and I remember every last detail
So when you say I hate this place it's hell
I want to say this isn't hell this is a broken paradise
But what ends up coming out of my mouth is oh it's not all bad

Now you are my best friend and I care about you
A lot like my own sister

But you have never understood me,
Actually no you never tried to understand me
But that's not the point

The point is that I have literally gone to hell and back
There is a war instead my mind and I'm losing
And sometimes all I want to do is shoot myself to end all of my misery

But then I look at you when you say things are going to get better
And I lie to myself and say that your right God has a plan

But I never believe myself
So next time you try to save you best friend
With a lie
Try harder

Because all I see you do now is not trying

So I guess my final question is

Why don't you try ?

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