Your Pov:
So today is the day. Kehlani's leaving me and going back with Malak. His mom is picking her up. I got her ready and waited for Maria to call. She finally did and I answered it.
Maria: Hey I'm outside of the hotel I'm coming up.
You: Okay momma it's on the 8th floor.
Maria: Okay I'll be right up.
A couple minutes later she came and knocked on the door. As soon as I opened it, Kehlani yelled "GRANDMA". She missed her so much. "Hey baby how are you guys" she asked picking her up. "We're fine I guess" I replied. Then I realized that I was going to be alone...by myself...with no one. "Y/n....are you okay" she asked. I quickly snapped out of it and told her that I was fine. "Kehlani I love you so much baby girl and I hope to see you soon okay" I hugged her as tears fell down my face. "I love you mommy and I'll see you later" she said running out of the door.
Later?
I was so surprised by her reaction...she didn't even cry or anything or ask if I would come with them. "I guess I'll see you soon" Maria said. I nodded and they left....just like that. I closed the door and began to cry. Malak's hurt me and now Kehlani is gone...I don't know what to do. I'm just so lost right now.
Rivers Pov:
It's been about two weeks since I've talked to Malak or y/n. I'm really worried so I called Malak's phone and he answered but he didn't seem his self.
River: Hello?
Malak: *sighs* what river.
River: Well thanks for being rude...I was just calling to check on you guys.
Malak: I'm fine river *he yelled*
River: Malak what's wrong? Where's y/n and kehlani?!?
Malak: THEY'RE GONE!! NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!!
River: They're gone...what happened ?!?
Malak: I fucked up bad this time and they're never coming back *he mumbled*
River: Malak you always do this! You always fuck up!
Malak: I know...I didn't mean to..I'm sorry.
River: Malak she loves you and all you do is hurt her.
Malak: I know...I just don't know what's wrong with me. I love y/n so much and all I'm doing is hurting her.
River: *sighs* I'm sorry for yelling.
Malak: I'm used to it..y/n yells at me all of the time.
River: Malak can I come over so we can...talk?
Malak:....*sighs* I don't care.
River: Okay I'll be there in like 20 minutes.
I hurried and got ready putting my clothes and makeup on then drove to Malak's house.
Malak's Pov:
I really didn't want to be bothered right now. I was just being nice. A few minutes later I heard the doorbell ring. I knew it was river so I answered. As soon as I did she walked up to me and gave me a hug. I hugged her tighter and she then closed the door. I sat on the couch and she sat beside me. My hands were covering my face until river grabbed my hands.
River: Malak...
Malak:....
River: I know your upset but maybe you'll feel better if we just talk about it...
Malak: I don't want to talk about it *i mumbled*
River: Malak look at me...
I looked up at her and she put both of her hands on my face. She was leaning in. "Please don't. You know I'm too weak to push you away and I don't wanna fuck up even more river" I said. She wouldn't let go. "Malak I'm not going to do anything. I wouldn't do that to you or y/n" she said.
Malak: I just think that I'm not good for her. I shouldn't of been doing this to her when we just lost our baby...
River: What? Lost what baby?
Malak: *sighs* she had a miscarriage about 2 months ago river....
River:...h-how? *tears up*
Malak:.............me *tears up*
River: Malak what did you do?
Malak: She was stressed...I was cheating....and the next thing I knew...she was dripping blood. *covers face*
River: Malak...why didn't we know about this?
Malak: She told me not to tell anyone...and I just took all my anger out on her...
River: Malak I'm so sorry...I had no idea. *she held my hand*
Malak: I don't deserve for anyone to be sorry for me. I'm so fucked up.
River: You have to change so that things can get better. You can't keep hurting her. She's already upset.
Malak: I know...but she won't talk to me and I don't blame her. I love her and kehlani so much.
River: I know you do...just tell your mom to call her. Maybe she'll answer.
Malak: She won't... *sighs* I don't want to be bothered anymore.
River: Okay...well I'll see if I can get in touch with her. I'll see you later.
She gave me another hug before getting up to leave. I closed the door and slid down the wall. I miss the two most important girls in my life. I know y/n hates me now and i would hate me too. I'm trying to get better with my anger and cheating and stuff. But it probably won't even matter. They're still not going to come back. I fucked up so bad and y/n is tired of it now. She's done with me and now I won't be able to see her or my daughter again...
Your Pov:
It's been a few hours since Kehlani left and I was still upset. I don't have anyone to talk to...I'm just all alone. I finally got myself together and decided to go to a mall that I saw nearby. I was going to get Kehlani some stuff and ship it to the house. So I got dressed and headed out. The mall was only about ten minutes away so I got there quickly. It was so crowded and loud and I could barely walk through. I finally saw my favorite store PINK and went in. I got a few things then headed into footlocker and Justice for Kehlani. I bought her a lot of summer clothes and some Jordan's. When I purchased everything I went out and started walking around. "Damn she fine" I heard somebody say. I turned around and saw this light skinned guy. He was tall and had curly hair. His eyes were green and his lips were nice and full. He approached me and I wiped the drool from my mouth. "Wassup" he said licking his lips. "Hi" I said. "You fine ma. How old are you" he asked. I told him 21 and he said he was the same age. He walked me to my car and he asked for my number. I gave it to him . "I'll call you" he said and he winked at me then walked back into the mall.
What the fuck am I getting myself into ?
