Your Pov:
I really don't want to tell her that I know Malak because she may not tell me how she knows him..so I'm just going to say no. "No I don't know him...who's that" I asked. "Oh nobody just someone I used to talk to"
Talk to ?
"What do you mean talk to" I asked in confusion. She shrugged her shoulders "I was in California a couple weeks ago and we met at the mall. We went out to dinner and yeah" she said.
You're one of the women...
"So did you guys...do anything" I mumbled trying not to get angry. "Well I'll just say he's good in bed" she giggled.
No she didn't....
I'm going to be sick...
"C-can I go to the bathroom please" I asked as tears fell down. "Yeah sure...are you okay" she asked. "I-I'm fine" I ran to the bathroom and locked the door behind me.
I really just met one of them...there's probably more...
I began crying my eyes out and the makeup was just running everywhere. I shouldn't have come here..I shouldn't have been so stupid to even love him..I should've know that this would happen. I hate him....I hate him....I hate him.
I hate him!
Malak Pov:
It's been a few months since I've seen or talked to y/n and I really miss her. But it's not just me...everyone does. No one can contact her. The only people she speaks to is my mother, her mother, and kehlani. River and I have been trying to contact her for months and she just ignores all of the calls. I really need to talk to her...she just doesn't know how sorry I am...I know everything is my fault and I regret even looking at another girl. I regret cheating. I regret lying...
I regret letting her go...
Jasiona Pov:
As you guys know I'm like y/n best friend and I helped her out a little because I know what she's going through. She smiles like everything is okay but I know deep in side...she still loves Malak. They were together for six years and there is no way she's over him that quick...
But anyway...I was gettin y/n's out fit for the photo shoot but I had to pee really bad. So I went into the bathroom and saw her standing there...with tears in her eyes. "I wanna go home" she sniffled. "Hey what happened" I asked then hugged her skinny body. "I don't want to do the photo shoot anymore" she cried. "Y/n what happened" I asked. "Jay please...I just wanna go" she spat. "Okay okay" I said and led her out of the bathroom. She dried her eyes. We were stopped by John. "Hey where ya going..you have to get ready for the photo shoot" he said. "She's not doing it today" I said. And with that we walked out. I knew something had to piss her off but I had no idea what it was. I think maybe she just misses home. By home I mean at home with Malak, Khelani and her other family and friends. I didn't want to bother her so I just allowed her to leave. "I'll call you later" I said. She nodded and drove off.
What's wrong with her?
Your Pov:
I really just wanted to go home and go to sleep and never wake up. I finally got there and went straight to my room: I laid on the bed for a few minutes and just stared into space before I got up to take a shower. I did so and I put on some shorts and a tank top that went over my bikini. I was going to the beach to relax and just clear my head a bit. I got in the car and drove to the nearest beach. Good thing it was only 20 minutes away. I parked my car and headed Down towards the water. The cold water washed against my feet making me shiver a little. I stepped closer in a closed my eyes. The sand rubbed against the bottom of my feet....then the memories came back.
"Malak don't splash me" "You're such a scaredy cat" "YOURE GETTING IT IN MY HAIR" "But you wash it in the shower anyway" "Mommy can I go in more?" "No honey we don't want you to drown" "okay...daddy can you come with me" "Yeah come on princess" "Malak don't let her fall" "I won't"
he had her in his arms while they floated in the middle of the ocean. "Aww" "Babe you coming?" "No I'll just stay here and watch" "Okay" "Mommy come play with me" "okay fine I'll come" "yayyy come on mommy"
i got into the cold water and swam to them. Malak had Kehlani in one arm and me in the other. "My girls" he said. Then kissed Kehlani's forehead and then my lips.
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I'm sick of this. I move away to clear my head but it seems like as soon as I forget, I'm reminded again. I'm just tired of everything. I regret taking him back the first time and the second. He's just a fuck boy who doesn't realize that fucking bitches won't make you happy...
Who you love makes you happy.
