Your Pov: 3 weeks later.
I was currently in my car, driving back home. I've finally moved into a pent house. My good friend Jasiona @Jasiona_White helped me and she also got me a job of acting. I haven't really done anything yet but her manager wants me to star in their next movie. They said it was going to be a Romance movie......I really don't want to do it but this is a great opportunity to get noticed.
I was so hungry but I just ignored the growling of my stomach. Malak has been calling so many times its ridiculous! I call or face time Kehlani while she's at my moms or Maria's house. I would call her while she's at home but I don't wanna see or hear Malak. He disgusts me.
Anyway....I was finally home. I turned on the tv and just relaxed on the couch. I was nodding off to sleep when I heard my door open. "Hey girl" Jasiona said as she just walked right in. "Hey" I replied dryly. "You seem a little....down. Are you okay" "Yeah I'm fine. Just miss my baby" I replied. "Malak?" she asked. "Hell no! Are you crazy?!? I was talking about Kehlani" I kinda yelled. "Girl you know you still love him. You can't just stop loving someone that quick" she said. She had a point there. Maybe I do still love him and I just need to face it. I'm just confused that's all. I don't know if I love or hate him. "Jay I hate him" I said. "Yeah yeah yeah whatever. Anyway my manager called and said before you star in the movie, he wants you to do a couple of photo shoots" she said. I squealed in excitement. I can't wait until my career finally starts so that Kehlani can say that her mom became something and was not a dumb bitch who loves fuckboys. "I'll give you more details on the first photo shoot soon" she said. I nodded and she left. I'm so excited! I got in the shower and went straight to sleep without eating a thing. My body will be exposed in the photo shoots so I have to make sure I'm fit. Who am I kidding....I already a stick! I haven't ate since Kehlani left
Malak's Pov:
Malak: KEHLANI COME BACK HERE NOW!
Kehlani: *laughs* YOU HAVE TO CATCH ME!!
God she's a handful. I don't know if I can take care of her by myself. She's just so active and it's hard to keep up with her. One minute she could be by my side and the next minute she could be hurt and I don't want that. I can't keep sending her to my moms or y/n moms house all of the time. That just makes it seem like I don't want to have to deal with her and I do. But sometimes she is just.....disobedient.
Malak: Please Kehlani come here.. *i begged*
Kehlani: ooootayyyy *sits on my lap*
Malak: Listen you little rugrat *chuckles* you have to calm down okay...
Kehlani: But when I'm calm its not funny.
Malak: *sighs* Kehlani....daddy's tired. He misses mommy a lot.
Kehlani: But daddy I miss mommy and I'm not tired.
Malak: You don't understand.....mommy is not coming back home......she's gone *a tear fell*
Kehlani: Daddy why you cry? *wipes my tear*
Malak: I'm okay...*sighs* I just wish that mommy was here...that's all.
Kehlani: But you make mommy cry...
Malak: I know and I wish I wouldn't have.
Kehlani: Daddy you're a big meanie!
Malak: *looks shocked*
Kehlani: I don't like when you do that!
Malak: Kehlani I know baby girl. I'm sorry.
Kehlani: *walks to her room*
Malak: Lani !
Kehlani: *shuts door*
Malak: IM SO FUCKING STUPID! GOD I HATE MY SELF!
Kehlani: *opens door* Be quiet!! *closes it*
Who in the hell is this child talking to?
Malak: What in the hell have I done...
God...my own four year old hates me..
I'm such a fucking idiot....
Kill me now....
Kehlani Pov:
Daddy is a bad boy. He's a meanie. Mommy is not coming back because of him. I....I.....I hate daddy!
