Malak's Pov:
I woke up and my head was pounding. I was in a hospital bed but I wasn't quite sure what had happened. The last thing I remember was me laying on the floor and Kehlani was screaming my name and y/n was on the phone. God I miss her. I sat up and placed my hand on my forehead . I heard my little girl's voice from all the way down the hallway. I chuckled to myself because she was so loud. Loud and talkative like her mother. "Is my daddy okay?" I heard her ask. "Yes he's okay cutie. What's your name ?" Someone asked. "Kehlani. It's a Hawaii name" she said. They finally reached my room door. Her eyes lit up as she saw that I was awake. She jumped in to my bed and hug me tightly. I could see the dried up tears down her cheeks. "Daddy I was scared so I called mommy" she said. I asked her if she said she would come home . "No she just told me to call 911" she answered . I sort of frowned at her words. I should've know she wouldn't come to see me. She probably hates me so much and I do not blame her one bit. What I did was wrong and she deserves better. Kehlani jumped out of my bed and ran over to the door. I snapped out of my thoughts and realized that my mother was standing there in the doorway. She looked disappointed. "Mom" I called. She answered with a dry hello. I wasn't sure what was wrong with her. "Are you okay" I asked. "Are you okay" she replied. I nodded and all the questions began.
Mom: What the hell were you thinking ?
Me: I don't know ma. I just started thinking about y/n. I've been missing her so much and...
Mom: That doesn't mean you go and try to kill yourself. You had me and kehlani worried sick.
Me: I know and I'm sorry. I just want my wife back. I want things to be the way they used to be.
Mom: Well Malak I can't help you in this situation. You know what you did and it was wrong . You need to grow up and take the responsibility of being a father and a husband..if you plan on marrying her.
Me: I do plan on it. I've always wanted to but I just kept messing things up .
Mom: Well you better make things right so I can officially call her my daughter .
Malak: I'm trying my best ma. I really am .
Mom: Well you keep trying honey. I have to go okay .
And with that said, she kissed my forehead and grabbed kehlani and left.
Your Pov:
I was worried sick about Malak but I shouldn't be. I hope he's okay though. I try not to care but we were together for so long it's like I will never stop. Even though I'm trying to move on I still love him. I don't think my love for him will ever go away.
I was current at Burger King. Eating like I've never eaten before . Fry after fry after fry after fry. Just stuffing them into my mouth. Ughh I was so hungry. I haven't eaten in days . As I was eating I thought of something. Maybe I should..call Malak and see how he's doing. I want to know that he's okay even though I won't take him back . So I called him . He answered the phone in total shock . "Baby" he asked surprised. "Malak I'm just calling to check on you. Are you okay" I asked . "I'm fine but what about you. Are you okay " he answered. I replied with a yes and changed the subject. I started asking about kehlani. I'm pretty sure she's bigger now and looks just like him. He said that she was fine and that he struggles trying to do her hair . I chuckled at his statement and I realized that I was missing a lot in her life . I should be better than this . With those thoughts in my head, I wasn't speaking . "Hello are you there" I heard Malak say. "Oh yeah I um just got lost in my head that's all but I have to go" I said. "Okay I lo-" I hung up before he could say the words.
I love you too..
