Sidemen Preferences 2.0

Simon - 2

A/N: I feel that this could have a part 2 as we don't know if (Y/N) and Simon get back together. If ZeldaWolf wants a part 2 she can get one :)   

This was requested by ZeldaWolf129 enjoy!

2: "I hate you"

Warnings: Swearing

(Y/N) POV

For the past few days Simon has been... I'll just be honest; a twat. He doesn't give me the attention like he always does, he is distant, always too busy to make time for me... I just hate it. If I get upset I go to my brother Josh or Vikk even JJ to feel better and vent out about Simon. I feel sorry for them as they shouldn't have to listen to it as they hear the arguments we have. One time I shouted, "Maybe I should sleep with Harry as he'll treat me right!" I instantly regretted it. Simon stormed out the house and slept in his car that night. I was a mess but had my brother to calm me down. Simon and I made up but still struggle. I was currently sat in the lounge watching the music channel on TV. The song that was on was, Follow You by Bring Me The Horizon. I tapped my hand on my knee to the beat as it played. "So you can drag me through hell, if it meant I could hold your hand. I will follow you, cause I am under your spell. So you can throw me to the flames; I will follow you, I will follow you" Oli sung. I sniffed, it reminded me of Simon. I turned up the song trying to get the voices of our arguments out my head. It didn't work. Josh came in and turned down the song as it came to an end. "Sis, what's up?" Josh asked and sat next to me. "Is Simon even my boyfriend anymore?" I sobbed. "(Y/N) of course he is" Josh said and pulled me in for a hug. "He's just stressed cause of YouTube... talk to him" Josh said. "No point, he never acknowledges me anyway" I said pulling away from Josh. "I don't acknowledge you? I think it's the other way around (Y/N)" Simon said storming into the lounge. "Just shut up Simon, like you'd know" I said feeling the anger build up inside me. "I do know cause I am your boyfriend" Simon said defending himself. "Oh you are? Then fucking act like it" I said getting up in his face. "Guys, please don't do this" Josh said trying to get in between us but we both pushed him away. "Why don't you fucking act like my girlfriend? You're always with JJ or Vikk having a laugh or playing games... why don't you come to me?!" Simon shouted. "BECAUSE YOU NEVER WANT ME AROUND SIMON!" I screamed hitting his chest. "I do want you around it's you! You never come to me! Look at you, always making it about yourself" Simon scoffed. "Fuck you" I said feeling the tears build up. "Oh you'd love to, wouldn't you" Simon said in my face. "Simon..." I whimpered looking down. "What (Y/N)? You gonna cry?" Simon cooed. "I hate you!" I screamed and the tears fell down my cheeks. "I hate you" I sobbed feeling Josh hold me. I couldn't take it so I stormed out the house and ran.

I went into the apartment building and went to the lift. I pressed the floor number needed and watched the doors close. I sighed looking in the mirror to wipe away my ruined make-up. The lift stopped and I left. I went to the familiar white door and knocked. It opened to reveal Tobi, "(Y/N), you okay?" he asked. I ran into his arms and began crying again. Tobi shut the door behind him and we went and sat on his sofa. "Did you have another argument?" Tobi asked. I nodded, "It was worse this time... I said I hated him" I cried into my hands. "Oh (Y/N), this isn't good" Tobi said and rubbed my back to calm me.

Once I was calm Josh had come over as he knew I'd be here and since Tobi texted him. "These fights need to stop" Tobi sighed. "I think they have... it's over now" I said blankly. "You can't say that... y-you don't know" Josh said. "I think I made my point clear and that he never ran after me" I said. I picked my phone up, "Oh look, no calls or texts from him. Guess it is over" I said and looked down. "But you love him... don't you (Y/N)" Tobi said. I cringed, "I do but... I-I'll get over him... I have to now" I said.