Chapter 6

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Harry's POV

I woke up from another nightmare but thankfully I didn't wake Louis. I quietly and carefully got up from the bed and walked to the bathroom. I shut the door and turned on the light. I looks into the mirror. I didn't look like me. I was pale and had fading bruises. I lifted up and saw the bruises still bright. All these bruises brought back unwanted memories. I don't understand why I don't have a loving family. Why? Why did this make everything different? Why do I have to be who I am? I didn't realize I was crying until I felt a tear hit my arm. I needed release. I needed something. I looked in the cupboard and found a razor. I quietly popped out the blade and stared at my arm. All the old scars, the memories, the hate. I don't deserve to be here all I do is make people's lives worse!

I let out a shaky breath and put the blade to my skin-before I could push hard enough to bleed I was being tackled to the ground. Louis grabbed the blade from my hands. "No! I need it!" I cried. "Harry! I won't let you hurt yourself! You have to talk to me!" He cried. "All I am is a burden! I make everyone's lives worse! I should be dead!" I cried. Louis looked at me in shock. "Oh my god Harry! Don't ever say that! Your by a burden and you made my life 100x better! I know I haven't even known you that long but I know your something special and everything you've been through shouldn't have happened to you!" Louis said sincerely pulling me onto his lap. I relaxed I to his touch and cried into his chest. He rubbed my back whispering sweet things in my ear.

"I don't understand why people hate me...I never did anything to them! I never hurt them in any way so why do they do it to me? I just want to be a normal person!" I whimpered to Louis. "Hey Haz normal is over rated! People hate you because they are jealous you have the guts to show who you really are!" Louis said kissing my lips. "I'm sorry." I said once I pulled away. "For what?" "For everything. For being here" I sighed. "Hey! Don't be sorry! I need you here! Now let's go back to bed...it's 3am" he laughed slightly at the end making me smile. "There's that smile!" He said kissing my lips.

I went back to bed with Louis, it felt really good to know he actually cared. It meant a lot to me. I smiled and closed my eyes as I drifted off.

Louis POV

I woke up before Harry and decided to make him breakfast. Last night really scared me and if I would've lost Harry or known that I was there to help and didn't I don't know what I would do. It's kind of weird how close we've gotten in these few days. I'm praying it stays like this. Harry has made my life a lot better. I hope I'm making his better. He doesn't deserve the pain he's gone through.

I put the pancakes, bacon, eggs, and hash browns on the two plates with 2 cups of orange juice and set the table. If I'm being honest I'm pretty proud of this breakfast. I smile to myself before making my way to Harry's room.

I mentally coo at the sight. Harry is curled up in a ball with soft snores coming from is mouth. "Haz...Haz wake up." I whisper in his ear. "Haz...please...wake up!" I wine. "Ha-" I'm cut off by Harry's lips on mine. I feel him smirk and pull away. "I'm up. " he laughs. I roll my eyes and chuckle. "I made breakfast!" I smile. He grins and follows me to the kitchen.

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"So do you wanna go out tonight?" I ask. "Yeah yeah of course." Harry says but looks down. "Is something wrong?" I ask. "Just...what if someone sees us?" He says still looking at the ground. "Haz I live in another district and I have the perfect place in mind that no one from school will see you at. " I say lifting his chin. "Okay." He smiles. "Great so it's 4 how about we get ready and leave by 5?" I ask. Harry nods and gets up. "I'm going to take a shower." He says. As he's walking away I notice he's still limping. "Harry" he walks back around the corner. "Yes?" "How are your ribs and uh everything?" I ask worriedly. "Their fine just a little sore. Nothing to worry about." He says. "Are you sure?" "Lou I'm fine. I promise just a little sore it's all still healing." He says. "Fine but promise me you'll tell me when your hurting." I say. "I promise!" He walks over and kisses me once before going to his bedroom.

I finally walk down the stairs after an hour of getting ready. I have on some black skinny jeans and an adidas sweatshirt since it's getting cold out, nothing special. I see Harry sitting on the couch looking up and down my body. "Take a picture it'll last longer" I laugh. Harry immediately blushes and mumbles a small sorry. "Haz I was joking!" I say hugging him. I pull back and finally realize what he's wearing. He has on his black skinny jeans and a jack Willis sweatshirt (bringing back the old days;) )
That reminds me. I need to take him shopping I noticed he only has like 3 outfits. "Haz you look great!" I say racking my eyes over his body. He blushes and mumbles a thank you. "No problem now let's go! I have the perfect place in mind and before you ask, it's a suprise so I'm not telling you!" I laugh as Harry huffs but follows me to the car.

Sorry it's a filler next chapter will have more detail and stuff ;) *wink wink*

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