You Found Me (COMPLETED)

Chapter 4

Harry's POV

I groaned when I felt a sharp pain to my cheek. I opened my eyes to be met by my the man I called my father. "Where have you been you worthless fag?" He yelled. "I-I" he cut me off my smacking me again. "Can't you talk right? I'm so sick of you! Your worthless. I hate you! Your own parents hate you! " he screamed. I felt the tears flow. This hurt the most. The hate part. It hurt because I still love them. No matter what they say or do, they are my parents, my family and I will always love them.

My thoughts were interrupted by my dad screaming hurtful things and punching me. When I thought the pain couldn't get any worse, it did. I felt him unbuckled my jeans. My eyes shot open and I saw him with no pants on trying to get mine off. "N-no!" I screamed. "Please no!" I yelled. No. No. I can't. I haven't before. I don't want this! "What I'm just giving you what you want!" He smirked undressing himself. All I could feel was pain.

"Get out of my house!" My father yelled pulling on all his clothes. All I could feel was pain everywhere. "W-what?" "I want you gone! Get out!" He screamed leaving me naked and alone. I pulled on lose sweats and a ripped hoodie the best I could, everything hurt I don't think I'll ever be able to sit again, and packed everything I had, which was only a small book bag. I limped down the sidewalk. I couldn't stop the tears. Everything hurt. Physically and Mentally.

I found myself on Louis' front porch. I knocked a few times before I saw the door open and a tired looking Louis opened the door. "Harry?" "I'm sorry I didn't know where to go." I cried. He pulled me inside shutting the door. "Hey it's okay! Harry what happened?" He asked. I shook my head and sobbed. "Harry please, I need to know why you showed up and my porch at 2am!" I sighed. He was right. I can't show up at his house and not tell him why. "M-my dad c-came home a-nd found me and Y-yelled and hit me. T-then h-he f-forced m-me" I couldn't finish I broke off crying. Louis' stopped and wrapped his arms me tightly. "Oh my god Harry! He r-raped you! I'm sorry I should've never left you there!" He said a mixture of anger, regret, and sadness in his voice. "N-no it's not your fault!" I said. "Well your never going back there! I have a spare room here." He said. "Lou-" "no your staying here!" He said. "Um can I shower?" I asked. "Yes of course!" He said.

I spent forever in the shower trying to scrub everything off and everything was hurting so it didn't help much either. After my shower I got changed into some of Louis' clothes. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Louis sitting on the bed. I coughed making him notice me. He patted the seat next to him wanting me to sit down. I wince as I sat down and saw Louis frown. "Harry I'm so so-" "Louis please don't! You couldn't have stopped any of this. Believe me. So stop blaming yourself!" I said meaning every word. "Is there anything I can do to help?" Kiss me. I thought. I just shook my head saying no. "Can we just not talk about it right now?" I asked. "Of course sorry for pressuring" he said. "No it's just I I really can't talk about it without breaking down. " I tried saying but my voice cracks again. "Come here" he said pulling me into a hug. It felt so right. Every time he touched me or comforted me sparks flew. Louis pulled back suddenly. "C-can I try something?" He asked nervous. I nodded. He looked into my eyes and leaned in slowly. My breath hitched as I felt his lips on mine. They were soft and gentle. Before I could do anything he pulled away. "H-Harry I'm sorry. I-" I cut him off by placing my lips back in his. He was shocked but soon kissed back. We broke apart needing air and I looked at him. I didn't know what to say and neither did Louis. "Wow" Louis said after a few minutes. "I um sorry" I stuttered. "Don't be sorry. I loved it!" He smiled. I blushed. "Me too." He smiled.

We sat there for a few minutes before Louis said something. "Harry You don't know how much I've wanted to do that!" He confessed. I blushed. "I have been wanting to do that since music class." I smiled. "So you have a thing for teachers?" He smirked. For some reason i got my confidence back around Louis. "Only hot ones!" I smirked. He blushed. "Do you uh want to go out to dinner with me tomorrow?" He asked. "I'd love to!" I said. He smiled. "Can I?" He asked looking at my lips. I answered him by placing my lips back on his. I pulled away suddenly. Louis looked at me worriedly. "What's wrong?" He asked. "D-don't you think this is wrong?" I asked. He looked down. "It feels so right to me." He said after a few seconds. "W-what do you feel?" He stuttered. "I'm honestly scared. It feels so right but I'm scared. People can't find out. " I said. "Then they won't find out!" He said kissing me again.

"Goodnight" Louis said. "Goodnight" I replied before he walked out going to his room. It was 4am already but I didn't care. I couldn't sleep. I kissed my teacher. He asked me out on a date. Louis asked me it in a date! And kissed me.  I sighed. My life went from being completely black to seeing a small light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe just maybe I might have a chance at being happy.