You Found Me (COMPLETED)

Chapter 32

Harry's POV

I woke up to an all to familiar feeling. I quickly unwrapped myself from Louis and waddled as quickly as possible to the bathroom. I hunched over and emptied my stomach into the toilet. I felt my hair being pulled back by Louis while he rubbed by back. After a few minutes I flushed the toilet and lifted my head groaning. I felt dizzy and everything hurt. I managed to brush my teeth but everything was hurting. I let some tears fall. "L-Lou it hurts." I whimpered. "It's okay baby sit down." He said leading my to the end of the bed where I sat down. He left but came back with a warm rag and lied it across my head. I lied back on the bed and closed my eyes. I felt horrible. I felt so tired and weak.

I opened my eyes an noticed I was alone in our bedroom and the clock read 10:30. I didn't realize I feel back asleep. I carefully stood up and threw the rag into the dirty clothes basket. I pulled some sweats and a t shirt. Which was unusual. I hated showing my scars.

I found Louis in the kitchen singing quietly to the radio and flipping pancakes. I smiled, I loved him voice. I quietly snuck over and wrapped my arms around his waist making him jump. "Jesus haz you scared me." He yelped making me laugh. "You feeling any better?" He asked. "A lot better." I smiled kissing his shoulder. He finished the pancakes before turning around and kissing my lips. He pulled back and he must've took notice of my exposed arms. I suddenly felt self conscious and brought my arms to my chest. His eyes softened and he smiled at me. "Baby don't. Your beautiful!" He said pulling my arms back and kissing along the scars and murmuring things like "I love you" or "your absolutely beautiful". I felt tears prick my eyes. Damn hormones.

"Be right back babe." I said before walking to our room and grabbing the present I bought Louis last week. I walked back down to the living room to see Louis sitting on the couch. I plopped down next to him and handed him the present. "Haz you didn't have to get me anything!" He jokingly scolded me. I shrugged and smiled motioning for him to open it. I watched as his eyes widened at the silver necklace that had a paper airplane hanging from the chain. "I love you forever and always." He read the words inscribed on the backside of the airplane. "Harry...its beautiful!" He smiled looking up at me before crashing his lips to mine. He pulled back suddenly and smiled. "My turn!" He pulled out a small box and handed it to me. I opened it and saw a small black ring box. I opened it and gasped at the shinny ring that had the words I love you, Forever and Always baby!" I looked up at Louis to see him on his knees. My eyes widened and she chuckled. "Don't worry I'm not proposing. Harry I love you, so much. Your so caring and amazing. Your beautiful but you don't see it. You've been through hell and yet your still this amazing person. I love how you don't realize how beautiful and amazing you are because then I can remind you every day. I know you always worry about being hurt again. I know how your worried about how going back to school will be. But Harry I promise you I'm never leaving. I promise I will always love you. I promise you I'll always protect you. Your my world!" Louis rambled on. I felt tears fall down my cheeks. He slid the ring on my ring finger and i pulled him into a passionate kiss. "I love you so so so much Louis! Thank you. For everything. For helping me in the bathroom for saving me from my parents for letting me live her. For loving me..." I cried. "Harry calm down baby. I'll never let you go!" He smiled holding me tightly.

I heard my phone go off while I was cuddled up to Louis on couch watching cheesy Christmas movies. I looked at it to see a text from Gemma.
Gem :)
Merry Christmas baby bro! Louis too. Sorry I'm not there. I love you xxxx
I smiled. Gemma had moved back to America to last week to finish school. I was sad but happy for her. And I had Louis now. I sent back a reply saying merry Christmas sis :) from Louis and I. I hope America is good. I love you xxx

I look back up to see Louis staring at me. "What?" He smiled shaking his head. "We leave for Paris in 5 days." I smiled. "I can't wait!" He laughed at my excitement. I've never really been anywhere outside of here. When I was little my mum always promised we go somewhere special but it never happened. We had planned out all these amazing things we were going to do as a family...but I ruined it. We never got to do all those amazing special things we planned. All because of me.

"...Harry?" I snapped out my daze to see a worried looking Louis. "Sorry what?" I said looking down. "I asked why you were crying." He said wiping a tear I didn't know had fallen. "Babe what's wrong?" He whispered pulling me close. God I always ruin good moments. It's Christmas and I'm being a fu*king baby! "Harry your not ruining anything or being a baby!" I looked at Louis, oops I must've said that out loud. I just buried my head in his chest listening to him quietly sing All I Want For Christmas.

We didn't have a party or family gathering like normal people do on Christmas but we didn't want any of that. We had each other and it was our first Christmas together. And it was perfect. I lied on the blanket and pillows Louis had lied down on the floor by the fire place. I placed my head in Louis lap as he ran his finer through my hair. This is perfect. All I need is him. I leaned up and kissed Louis. He started kissing back but I pulled away suddenly. "The baby...she's kicking again." I laughed quietly. He smiled and started rubbing my growing belly. "I love you, both of you." He smiled placing a kiss on my lips and on my stomach making the baby kick. I smiled,"we love you too."