You Found Me (COMPLETED)

Chapter 24

Harry's POV

I layed on the bathroom floor crying. I can't believe I did that. I promised Louis. I have a baby inside me and I could've hurt her. What have I done. "Harry?" I heard a familiar voice whisper. "I-in h-here." I sobbed. I saw the door open and Liam's face appear. "Oh my god Harry! What did you do?" He panicked. "I-I d-don't know what happened. I-I m-my mind took over and I couldn't stop. I-I promised him. I promised Louis! W-what if I hurt my baby! What if I hurt her!" I sobbed loudly. Liam quickly closed the door and sat next to me. "Hey shhh Haz. You need to relax. Remember the stress isn't good for you or your baby girl. I'm sure she's okay because this is on your arm." Liam said pulling me onto his lap and rubbing my back. "Harry it's going to be okay. I know it doesn't feel that way now but it will be. Now right now we need to clean you up." Liam sighed. I nodded and he helped me up, since with my huge belly, I couldn't do it myself. I sat on my bed as Liam cleaned the cuts and wrapped a bandage around them.

Once he was finished he went back into the bathroom for a few second before coming back out. "I flushed the razor. But Harry please don't do it again. You need to talk about these feelings!" I nodded. "I know, honest it was like my mind went away and all I could hear were voices and thy wouldn't leave. I didn't know what I was doing until it was too late. God I promised him Liam. I promised him I wouldn't do it!" I cried. "Hey Louis would understand. Okay he's going to get better and your going to be okay. Now anytime you need me call me. Or Niall." He finished. "Thanks Liam. I'm really sorry I called you at 2am." He laughed. "Nothing to be sorry for Haz your like my baby brother. I'll always be around to protect you! And when your baby girl gets here, her too!" I smiled at the thought of my baby girl.

"Thanks for everything Liam. You can crash here. It's really late anyway." I said seeing it was 3:30am. He nodded and grabbed a pillow and a blanket from the closet but I stopped him. "You can sleep in the bed. If you want. The ground isn't very comfortable." I laughed and moved over to Louis side. I felt Liam climb into the other side as I layed down and snuggled into Louis pillow. It still smelled like him. God I miss him.

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I woke up to Daisy running into my room. "Harry! Harry!" She yelled jumping on the bed. "Morning lovely!" I smiled to her. "Li made breakfast!" She laughed. I finally took notice that Liam was gone. "Okay I'll be down in a second babe." I smiled kissing her forehead. She giggled and ran off. Once she was gone I replayed everything that happened last night in my brain. I sighed and got out of bed, after struggling a little, and pulled on a loose jumper and some sweats. I walked down the stairs carefully afraid of my clumsiness, especially with a baby.

"Thanks for breakfast Liam." I said helping him clear dishes. He smiled, " not a problem but I need to get going Niall freaked out when he woke up and I wasn't there." I nodded. "Thanks for everything Liam! It means a lot! Tell nialler I said hi!" He pulled me into a hug. "You call me whenever you feel that again! I'll always be here for ya." I pulled away and nodded. "I promise."

I felt unusually tired, emotionally and physically, but I still managed to take a shower and head to the hospital. Jay was taking the kids out somewhere trying to get their minds off things. I'm glad she was. They definitely need a break. Their all so young and it's a lot for them. It's a lot for all of us.

I walked to all to familiar hallways til I came across Louis' room. It's been 1 week officially and it's been killing me. I pulled up a chair and grabbed onto Louis hand. I instantly felt the baby kick. It's almost like she knew that was her daddy. I didn't really have enough energy to talk. I just held his hand. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. The tears wouldn't fall. I wanted to talk but my mouth wouldn't form words. I was just tired.

"Lou please wake up. I'm a mess. I need you here with me. I can't handle things without you. It's been a week and I'm a mess. Please just wake up! I love you so much." I croaked out. After being here for 4 hours those were the only words spoken. I just sat there, one of my hands intertwined with his the other rubbing my stomach. The baby was definitely awake today. I smiled every time she kicked. It assured me she was okay.

I stared at my stomach fascinated by how I could see my stomach move when she kicked, when suddenly I felt a light squeeze. My eyes shot up to see Louis' eyes fluttering. He was trying to wake up! "Lou baby. It's me. Please open your eyes!" I kissed his hand over and over again. After minutes of his eyes fluttering and him moving slightly I saw the blue eyes I fell in love with.

"H-Harry?" He croaked. "Shhh baby it's me." I cried. I can't believe he's awake. The doctor walked in seeing Louis awake and instantly ran over checking his vitals. "He's okay right?" I asked. "Yeah. Everything is actually really good considering the circumstances. I'll give you two some time." He smiled excusing himself.

"I'm so sorry for what I said. I never meant it Louis. I know you were-" I was cut off by Louis' lips on mine. I instantly kissed back missing the feeling of his lips. "Haz it's okay. It wasn't your fault. How long have I been asleep?" He asked. "A week." I sighed. He looked surprised but nodded. It was quiet for a while. "God I missed you so much!" I cried. "Hey babe. Don't cry. Come here." He moved to the other side of the bed making room for me to get in the bed with him. I instantly cuddled into him. I let my tears fall while he whispered to me. It felt like a dream.

"I love you so much!"
"I love you more!"