You Found Me (COMPLETED)

Chapter 19

Harry's POV

I groaned feeling pain through my entire body. I opened my eyes to see I was laying on a couch. I looked over to see I was still in the hospital. Jay was sat next to me and instantly jumped over to me seeing me awake. "Harry you scared me!" She cried. I felt my world come crashing down remembering what the doctor said. Jay must've noticed this. "I told them to do the surgery." She sniffled. I grabbed her hand for comfort. I would've done the same thing. At least he has a chance that way. I suddenly remembered me falling. "T-the baby?" I panicked. "Harry calm down. They said they would do a check up." She reassured me. I nodded. "Where's Liam and Niall?" "They had to leave. But they said they would be back tomorrow." I nodded not noticing it was already dark.

A different doctor called me back for an ultrasound making sure I didn't hurt my baby. "It seems everything is okay. Just try not to stress too much. It's affecting the baby." I nodded relived the baby was okay. "Would you like to know what your having?" I nodded. "Mr Styles you are having a baby girl." I felt tears cloud my vision. Louis should be here with me. I thanked them as they gave me the ultrasound pictures.

I saw Jay still sitting in the waiting room. I walked over to her and handed her the pictures. She looked at them confused but soon saw. She gasped and hugged me. "A baby girl!" She cried. I nodded crying with her. If only Louis was here. "He's going to be so excited when he finds out. He's always wanted a baby girl." Jay cried. I choked out a sob. I need him. I need him to hug me. To kiss me. Tell me everything's okay. Tell me how happy he is about having a baby girl.

We sat there for hours not really talking. I held onto her hand for comfort, for both of us. I had stopped crying because I honestly think I ran out of tears. I felt terrible. I just kept fiddling with the ultrasound pictures. I smiled thinking about the baby. Louis, me, a baby girl, everything. The future.

I looked at my phone to see it was 2am. I noticed Jay had fallen asleep. I sighed. I rubbed my 5 month baby belly. It honestly gave me comfort. I wasn't alone. I had my baby girl with me. I feel so bad about all this. I shouldn't have yelled at him. I was being selfish and immature. All he ever does is try to help me. I took all that for granted. I regret everything I said. God I love him so much. He has to be okay.

3am. It's been hours and no update from the doctor. It's scaring me. What if something went wrong? I can't live without him! He's my everything. My word. My hero. He was there when no one else was. I cant sleep. Every time I close my eyes I see Louis. I can't take it. It's too overwhelming. "Mr. Styles?" I looked up to see the doctor standing in front of me. "H-how is he?" I croaked. "He made it through the surgery but unfortunately it led to him falling into a coma. He's on a venalator since he wasn't breathing well on his own. We have no idea when he will wake up. We will keep close watch on him. He is still in the intensive care unit until he is able to breath on his own." The doctor went on explaining everything but my heart was breaking the more he went on. "X-can I see him? Please." I pleaded. "Follow me." "Wait can I bring his mother?" The doctor nodded and I walked back over to Jay shaking her lightly. She opened her eyes quickly. I nodded toward the doctor and she instantly got up.

I took a shaky breath before opening the door. Jay stayed outside talking to the doctor and let me have a minute with him. I felt tears slide down my cheeks seeing Louis like this. Wires and tubes everywhere. He looked so pale and broken. I took a seat in the chair next to the bed. I grabbed his cold lifeless hand. "Baby. Louis I'm so sorry. This is all my fault. I'm so sorry. Lou you have to wake up! You can't leave me. I can't do this without you! I didn't mean anything I said earlier. I was being selfish and immature. I need you. So much. And I love you so much!" I cried. "I-i found out what the gender of the baby was. W-were having a precious baby girl." I choked out a sob. "Y-you should've been there Lou. I saw our baby on the screen." I cried. "Louis I can't do this without you! I need you here. I need you to wake up! I'm sorry for yelling and saying I didn't need you. I need you Lou. I can't live without you! Please babe. Don't leave me. Don't leave our baby! We are a family!" I cried. I don't know how long I sat there holding his hand crying but I felt a hand on my back. I looked up to see Jay. She gave me a sad smile. "Why don't you go lay on the couch." Jay smiled pointing to the couch in the corner of the room. "I-I'm okay." She frowned. "Harry. You need to sleep. I'll wake you if anything happens. You need to sleep. For you and your baby girl!" She pleaded. "J-Jay I can't sleep. He's there every time I close my eyes." I cried. "I know baby. I know. Just try and sleep you know Louis would say the same thing." She said. I sighed giving in.

I slowly got up and gave Jay a hug. "Thank you Jay so much. You don't know how thankful I am for you. Your the mother I never really had." She gave me a sad smile and hugged back. I looked back to Louis and gave him a kiss on his cold forehead.

I layed on the uncomfortable couch and closed my eyes. I heard Jay whispering to Louis. It hurt so much. I let silent tears slide down my cheeks before I let sleep take over my exhausted body.

A/N updates might be slower, not sure yet I just had surgery yesterday but I'll try to keep it around every 4-5 days
~Payton xxxx