You Found Me (COMPLETED)

Chapter 48

Harry's POV

I sat in the living room with books and papers spread all over. Finals started in two days and I need to pass them. I sat studying while Louis cooked dinner. A loud cry came from upstairs, I sighed trying to keep studying figuring Louis would get her. After a few more minutes for her crying I grumbled. Clearly he wasn't going to get her. I stomped up the stairs and picked her up carefully from her bed. I changed her diaper before walking down stairs to make her a bottle.

I grabbed the bottle that Louis had made earlier and warmed it up. I tested the temperature on my hand before giving it to her. Her cries quieted down. I finally looked up at Louis who was staring at me. "What?" I mumbled. "Why are you avoiding me." He sighed. I ignored his question and went back to the living room to study while I fed Macey. I heard him sigh but thankfully he didn't say anything. I fed Macey while studying for biology. It was one of my worst subjects.

"Dinners ready." I heard Louis say as he closed my textbook making me jump. I stood up and laid Maisyn in her swing and walked into the kitchen. "Harry why are you being like this? Is it because I didn't get Macey when she was crying? I'm so sorry I was trying to fricken cook for both-" "shut up!" I snapped slamming my hand down.  Before anyone could say anything Macey started crying. "Great. Don't worry I'll get her this time." Louis mumbled getting up and leaving. I hit the table again and stomped up the stairs. It's all so easy for him! He doesn't have to worry about passing tests or wondering if he's gonna graduate.

I relaxed as the warm water ran across my body. Most of the bruises had faded into yellow looking splotches on across my body. Sam hasn't really done anything else. Its almost like he waits til I'm almost back to normal then decided to beat me to a pulp. I just want to get out of highschool so bad. I want to graduate and get a job because then maybe Louis and I wouldn't fight as much. I hate fighting with him. I'm so stressed and I can't do anything about it. I can't just leave or take a break. I'm stuck.

I laid in bed and looked at the clock. It was only 9pm but I wasn't going to study anymore tonight and I didn't know if Louis even wanted to see me. I heard Louis in Maceys room through the baby monitor. He was putting her to bed. I sighed. I feel like I'm falling into a hole. I just crumbling. I can't help it. Or stop it. I felt the bed dip and Louis wrap his arms around me since I was facing the other way. I turned over and cuddled into him. "I'm sorry. I don't know why I was even mad. It's just trying to study for finals is so stressful. And I just want to be done with school." I sighed. I felt him rubbing my back. "I know babe. I hope you know I'm trying. I'm trying to take care of everything so you can study. I know it's all stressful especially with Macey. But we can't keep fighting babe. It's only going to add on. You have to talk to me. I can help with things if you tell me what you need." He said. I nodded. "I know and I'm sorry. I hate fighting" I mumbled. He just kept rubbing my back. I felt my eyes get heavier. I sighed and let them close.

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I opened my eyes hearing Maisyn crying from her room. I looked at the clock. It was 12:30am. I quietly got out of bed hoping Louis wouldn't wake up. I picked up Macey and her cries turned into whimpers. I carried her downstairs with me and made up a bottle before walking back to her room. I sat in the chair that was in the corner of her room while feeding her. I can't believe she's almost 3 months. My baby is getting so big. I looked down at her. She didn't have much hair, but you could tell it was dark. I ran my thumb across her soft cheek. I can't believe I got this lucky.

I changed her diaper before kissing her forehead and laying her down. "I love you babe." I whispered. I climbed back into bed and closed my eyes.

"Harry? Ready to go?" I heard Louis call. I didn't answer. I just made my way down the stairs. We didn't need to talk. Everything was all too much right now. We got in the car and Louis drove us toward our second home, feels like it. We walked the all to familiar route to Maceys room. I sighed and walked in with Louis. She still looked the same. Nothing had changed. She was still sickly pale and had tubes and wires going everywhere. I grabbed her small hand and sat down. Louis doing the same to her other side.

The monitor started going crazy and doctors came rubbing in pushing Louis and I out of the way. "No!" I cried trying to get back in but it was no use. I collapsed on the floor in tears. I felt Louis hold me and try to calm me down but he was breaking just as much.

Hours and hours it felt like until the doctor finally came back out. He took a seat across from us and shook his head sadly. No! No! My baby girl! She can't be. "I'm sorry but there was bleeding in her brain. We did everything we could." He sighed. "No! Please!"

I sat up in bed breathing rapidly. My baby girl. I got out of bed and looked at the clock. 3am. I sighed. I went downstairs and got some water. I made up a bottle and brought it to Maceys room. She would wake up soon for food. I sat down and watched her sleep. I didn't want to loose her. I felt tears brim my eyes at the thought. I watched her small tummy move up and down lightly. Showing me she was okay. She was alive.