I Need You - Larry Stylinson

Chapter 4

A/N: I warn you this is gonna be a more sad chapter, but don't skip it because you can not understand what happened. Tell me what you think in you comments, it means a lot to read them, even they are just a few ! Love you x

Harry's POV

I cant believe what he just did. And, what he is still doing. And, I ..I dunno. I just cant .. I .. Ugh. I melted into his lips so fast. And, I didn't want him to leave. I wont let him leave, no way. I will tell he friendly to spend the night here, and hopefully he will just accept. I really like him. 

"You are sweet" Louis pulled back from the kiss. "You taste sweet" he continued. "You tatse like perfection" . Okay, its time for a little joke. "How do you know how perfection tastes Louiee ? " he grinned. "Because I tasted you". Woah, he really knows how to make someone feel special.

We finally ended up eating popcorn and watching the movie, and when the movie was over, we fell asleep on eachother on my bed. Hey, we just cuddled and slept. Nothing more.

----Next day----

"Morning Lou-" I turned around to hug him. And I found nothing, the bed was empty. Shit, probably he was just tired, he will never do that while completely awake. I got up from bet, pulled on some sweat pants. I didn't worry too much about getting a shirt, it was warm outside anyways.

I couldn't find his shoes or jacket, so yeah, he was gone.

"Explanations curly." Gemma was here ? Oh right, she freaked Louis yesterday haha, how could I forget that ? "W-what do you mean? We watched a m-movie Gem, what is there to explain?" She laughed. What was so funny? "Well, first of all, when he arrived, he was freaked out so I suppose you told him that you 2 will be alone." Okay, my sis is a mynd reader gosh. "So? I didn't know either you're gonna be home." She rolled her eyes. "So you got into a new school, and after....2 days ?! you get home a random stranger and you watch a movie together. Sincerely, I haven't heard the movie until 10 o'clock and he arrived here at 7-8 . Anyways curly, I just want you to be alright." Oh, so first she yells at me about Louis, and I was already super-sad he left, and after that, with her innocence, she hissed my forehead and squezzes me in a hug? Yeah, that Gem. My dear, dear Gem.

"Well I gotta go to school and ihni where is Louieez."

*IHNI = I Have No Idea (I may be using it more often so keep it in mind :D )

"So he already got a nickname ? Gosh Harry, hope you wont turn gay for him ." First I thought she was joking, but then she slightly but fermily slapped the back of my head, up from the neck and the the slapping coming up the the top of my head.

I dressed up and got to school. When I was there, I desperately searched for Louis. I needed to talk to him. "Mrs. Grayne ! Mrs G-Grayne stop !" she finally turned around. "What ? So you think you come here and don't care for anyone and push people away from you and now you try to rest your head on my shoulder ?!" What. the. hell. was. that. "N-no mrs. , I need Lou-" "I need to find Louis. Where he is?" She didn't look surprised, like she's been expecting this all the time. "What if he doesn't want to see you because you are an arse ?" "W-what? I haven't done nothing to him. He came to my house to watch a movie and we fell asleep and now he is gone and I cant find him anywhere." She turned around yelling to me "You find him yourself Lus' honey". She like to call me Lus'. She said its a shortcut from "Louis", its like similar to writing and spelling. I dunno, I think its weird.

I saw a caramel haired boy, which I suddenly recognized at Louis. So I hurried to him. He stopped and turned around. He smiled , but it was more of a sarcastic smile.

"Hi Lou, I was worried. And mrs. Grayne was really upset when she saw me. Please tell me the reason Lou, please."

"I-I cant. But I can tell you something for sure. You are so sticky on people Harold. You are just an immature kid. I kissed you because you said you liked me,  and I thought its gonna make everything better, and after that, I melted into the kiss. And I completely forgot it was you. The movie was so nice. I fell asleep. Then I woke up and I saw you were completely squeezing me in your arms, so the best was to leave."

"Why ? Because I hugged you like you were my big teddy bear ?! Lou, I don't get it."

"Kiddo, what we have isn't even a friendship. But more?! I didn't mean to hurt you, but believe me that it'd hurt even more if I lied to you saying cheesy things and kissing you passionate. Yeah. I can say I like you, but I just met you, and I like you in a weird-friendly-almost-more-than-friends way. But no, I can not give you a wrong point of view about the situation."

He was so serious. And he didn't even cry or look upset. He just told it like it was pretty normal, like he was my dad and I didn't want to go to bed.

"Oh-" I loudly swallowed the rest of my words along with my tears and some saliva. I bursted into tears. He didn't even care.

"Get over it. We weren't even a couple, and we weren't even fucking friends. What the hell ?" Okay, now he looked upset.

I didn't care now. All I loved and I thought that one day will become real was now wiped away with a wire sponge. And turning hope into disbelief, happiness into sadness and happy tears into ugly, painfull and hurting blood which was running through my veins like crazy, almost searching for an escape. I ran home. I rushed through the door, watching Gemma with the corner of my eye staring at me. So what !?

I locked the door of my bedroom. I undressed until I was wearing only a bracelet. I got under the soft blanket. It still smelt like Louis' perfume.So I cried even harder. I coudnt stop. And it wouldn't hurt that much if he didn't kiss me. And ant first, it was a friendly-awkward kiss. But after he told me sweeties and smiled with his fucking perfection, it was a lot more passionate. It was perfect. And he seemed to enjoy. Damn it, he did enjoy. I pulled out my laptop and logged on twitter. Then searched for Louis. He wasn't following me so shit, I couldn't send him a direct message. So I just browsed to his tweets. Oh. my. gawd. He tweeted last night.

" Wohoo Im having fun. That kind of fun..with a new mate Harry." I smiled at this, thinking of possibilities of showing him this in defense. But then.. I saw something posted at 2:00AM .."Best movie. Worst situation. Shit what have I done? Ugh."  I couldn't understand him..So I just closed my laptop and cried out loudly in my pillow. After some time, I heard a noise, and I realized Gemma was listening at the door what I was saying in my conversation, so I told him to hold on. I can tell the truth with this, and not direct. Hmm.. "IM GAY LOUIS, AND I LO-" "-LIKE YOU !" . Even for fun saying "love" after that was too weird. Niall was laughing out so hard . "Man why'd you do that hahahha?" "Well my sis is listening at the door and I hope SHE HEARS THIS RIGHT GEMMA? and knows the truth. She deserves ot know but im way to foolish to tell her. Itd be weird mate." Niall smirked. "I can kiss you better than he did my swet Hazza. We can cuddle better than you did with him. And I will never leave you." I knew Niall was bi...and I always loved him, not in that way but I knew that if I had the occasion to like him in a more-than-friends way, I wouldn't miss it. "Y-you wont ?" I found myself saying while laughing and crying same time. "Hazzabear, I love you so much. Come at my place,  have a cozy coach and a fluffy puffy bed where you can cry. And I will always cuddle with you. All this time. And even after. " Aww, he was sweet. "Coming Ni. ". I put on my Calvin Klein's and some nice clothes from my closet. I opened the door just to hear "Ouch ! Watch you steps my faggy bro. " yea, she heard. but it didn't seem like she agreed it. "I will my over-reacting sis.". "Harry, I really hope that was a joke. I mean I don't have a problem with it but its way too weird. just.. I want you to be happy." "Aw, well I want to be happy, that's why im going to Niall's. " Her eyes widened. "Oh, so you get dumped by your boyfri-"

"LEMME QUOTE GEMMA: "WHAT WE HAD WASNT EVEN A FRIENDSHIP. BUT MORE?!" OKAY, THATS WHAT HE SAID." I started crying again. "S-sorry Gemma..I-I dunno..I just ..spit it out...I..dunno." "Aw sweetie, its normal. Well, al this time I thought when youll get through this its gonna be about a girl...but I don't care. Come on, I love you."  she hugged me. "So..what I was saying was that after you and him are mad on eachother...you find another guy ? Isnt that..bad?" Yeah, it is. But actually..it isn't. "Hey hun, relax. I know Niall for a long time and I know he will show me more love than this guy...chill down sis" I pecked her cheek, got on my shoes and went to Nialls .