I Need You - Larry Stylinson

Chapter 8

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Louis POV

What? Why did he say that ? I could feel myself breaking inside and also not even daring to want to show it on the outside. "Hey, you cant stop seeing someone, they are not turning invisible you know" I chuckled a little after saying this, because for me saying lil' innocent jokes usually fixes minor problems, like i hoped this one was. But got no reaction from Harry. Actually, none of the reactions I was hoping to get. "Yeah, I guess so. But you know what I mean." He smirked as he began talking, going next into a deeper, serious voice. "Uh...I dunno Harry . Y'know Mrs Grayne's punishment is still...on y'know?" His little tiny sad smile quickly got of his face "So thats the reason you hung out with me ? Because thats how she told you? You are so pathetic Louis, sorry " Oh I just hate when people are twisting around my words. "So in your opinion Harold she also told me to kiss you and love you, huh? " "Guess so ... Its just ..dunno" Ugh, I dont know what just happened to him. He should be happy that I came back to him- shit thats it. Because i let him dowh he is afraid ill hurt him again. "Hazza, I like you, and you know I will never let you down again.." I couldnt say I love you, because he definitely doesnt feel the same and it'd be too weird and awful.. But still its that Niall guy which i still cant get ouf of my mind. No matter how hard I try. Something definitely happened between them, because otherwise he wouldnt even think about saying that...right? "Myeah guess so..." Its all I could get from him "Shit its 11:30..in 1 hour we have school. Guess Ill see you there.." So I guess he's leaving ? "Byeeeeee" he yelled while rushing outside. Ok, what was that?

Harry POV

I still cannot understand myself - and how am i expexting Louis to do it for me? I stared at the blueness of the sky since I woke up. And now I could hear a voice saying me morning, and found out its Lou . "Hey Lou". I was still too deep in my thoughts to think if something more, so guess thats enough. I care about him and he seems like he cares..I dunno.

Since breakfast, things -good nor not as good- passed extremely fast . I stared at him simply eating - nothing about him seemed so special - unless you spent some time with him . He cares so much and everything he does..he isn't a spontaneus guy. He thinks a lot for decisions and hopes making the best; even though sometimes he doesnt. I knlw him for so short and still cant think of something else but him. Him him him. Him. He filled my mind with him and he obviously doenst feel the same for me, so this needed to stop and I should stop acting so gay.

"I dont think we should be seeing anymore" I managed to say . He was pretty shocked i said this and hey -I was expecting it.

But still ..school forces us to be kind of together most of the time..

He tried joking around and  continued with midlessy talking. Until..."Hazza, I like you, and you know I will never let you down again. " I felt like butterflies were having a huge hallowen party in my stomach. He likes me, the boy I like likes me. Harry, stop thinking like that. I shook my head and looked again in his bright green eyes filled with hope. At first I believed him, but I looked deeper in his oceany blue eyes... and saw he didnt mean it. It was just something awkward betweet friends, his way for saying 'I dont wanna lose you mate' I guess. I saw he was still waiting for a reply. "Myeah, guess so..."