A Crazy Complicated Love

Chapter 19

Nick came over the next day to talk to Allie, turns out he only kissed the other girl, their working it all out, Allie doesn't want to end it with Nick, their in love. But she is making him suffer. I'm glad my best friend is Happy. As for me, it's been 3 days and I haven't spoken to Harrison, he keeps calling and texting even showing up but I haven't left my room.

Harrison cheated on me, Hannah told me Harrison was scared at how fast he fell in love and he panicked and blew it.

I don't know if I could trust him again, I feel like I've been shattered into a million pieces and no one can fix me.

"hey Mia do you want to maybe come for a walk, we can go get you something to eat and maybe it'll do you some good" Allie says walking in.

"no thank you" I say.

"Look the girls are here, you can't stay in this room forever" Allie says.

I don't say anything.

"Alright I tried being nice" Allie says then she yells out to the girls to come in.

"What are you guys doing?" I say.

"We're getting you out of here" Cassie says.

"I don't want to" I say hiding under the cover.

Soon the covers are pulled of me, Lily is cleaning up my room while Hannah goes through my closet and Allie and Cassie pull me from my bed.

I fight to stay in the bed until eventually I'm put in the bathroom and told to have a shower and get dressed. I decide to do as I'm told so I get the day over with and come back to my bed.

Once I'm done the girls take me out to a diner a few blocks away. Hiding me from any pap's taking photos.

"Have you spoken to your family?" Lily asks me from across the table

"yeah, their upset about you know" I say.

"I should never have trusted him" I say looking at the girls

"Mia you couldn't have known he would have done that" Cassie says.

"Yes I did, I knew he was bad, he told me himself but I still let myself fall for him" I say.

"Mia, I forgave Nick and if you want to do the same with Harrison we understand, we're going to support you no matter what, if you want us to hate Harrison we will" Allie says.

"Exactly Mia, we're all here for you" Hannah adds.

"I don't know" I say letting my head fall into my hands.

"I love him but I can't trust him, I don't know how I'm going to cope with having to perform our song together on Friday, I don't think I can do it" I say.

"Girl listen you are amazing and you can do anything, you can definitely put on a show, once your out there you just have to block everything else out and only focus on singing" Cassie says.

"Your right" I say.

"No more crying over Harrison, if he wants me he has to earn it, I won't give in that easily, Now I'm going to order a chocolate milkshake and then we're going to go have a sleep over at the apartment and just have a girls night" I say.

The girls cheer as I get up and go to order my milkshake when on the TV behind the counter my Music video with Harrison is playing.

"Shit" I say looking at it. I shake my head and try to ignore it going up to the counter to order my drink.