A Crazy Complicated Love

Chapter 38

A week ago today I lost my baby, I lost Harrison and I decided to leave London. Right now I'm at the airport running away from everything.

I told my family and they understood, Maddi's upset but I told her I'll come back as much as possible to see her.

I haven't heard from Harrison, I've seen him in the media every day, he's been going out with different girls getting completely drunk.

Hannah's decided to come with me for a couple weeks just to help me get settled in LA, I asked Nick not to tell Harrison where I've gone to.

I managed to talk my manager into setting a studio up for me in LA to record at, he thought it was a good idea too, having a change of location to record the next album.

"I'm so sorry I won't be here for the birth" I say hugging and crying into Allies shoulder.

"It's okay Mia, You need to just look after yourself for a while" Allie says.

"just make sure to call me as soon as you go into labour and I'll book a plane right back here" I say.

"I will Mia, please look after yourself, work on your music and come back happy alright" Allie says to me.

"I promise" I say.

"maybe you'll meet someone over there too" she says trying to make me smile.

"Maybe, I thought he would have shown up today but I guess not, it's really over this is it" I say.

"Don't worry about him Mia" Allie says.

"I love you Allie, Nick look after my best friend" I say standing up straight.

"I will" he says putting his arm around her shoulder. I smile at them.

I hug my girls goodbye and soon me and Hannah are being called for our flight.

"This is it" I say.

"You ready?" Hannah asks.

I take one last look around the airport.

"Yeah" I say. I say goodbye one last time and then link arms with Hannah as we head to our gate. When we're almost at the gate I hear my name being yelled.

"did you hear that?" I ask Hannah.

"hear what?" she asks.

"MIA!" A voice shouts, I look around but theres too many people walking around I can't see whose yelling.

"probably just a fan" Hannah says. I nod she's probably right and I'm just hoping for it to be Harrison. I then hand my ticket over and then board the plane.

I get a feeling in my stomach.

"Hannah what if it was Harrison" I say when we get to our seats.

"If it was he's a bit late, I don't think it would be, your just thinking about him too much" Hannah says.

"I guess" I say and lean back into my seat.

The plane begins to take off and I can't help but cry, Hannah does her best to distract me.

"This is the first time I've flown anywhere without Harrison" I say to Hannah.

Soon Hannahs got my mind of Harrison and then I decide to get some sleep. It doesn't take long and I'm out like a light.

"Mia, wake up" Hannah says shaking me. I open my eyes and look at her.

"We're here" she says.

"I slept the whole flight?" I say stretching.

"Pretty much" Hannah says.

Soon we're collecting our bags and heading to the house I have rented for the next few months.

"Wow this place is amazing" Hannah says once we get there.

"I know right" I say not believing it myself.

"so much better than London that's for sure and it's not cold" Hannah says.

"I know, well what do you wanna do?" I say.

"let's go party, we haven't done that in a while" she says.

"let's do it, I could use a drink after everything I deserve a good night out" I say.

It's 8pm right now so we rush to get ready and Hannah hires us a driver for the night.

We went to so many night clubs and partied with so many people I can't remember all the people I met, I was followed by the media so I'm bound to be all over the media in the morning but right now I couldn't care less.

I wake up on the couch, my head hurts and I feel like shit but I feel amazing. I reach my arm out looking for my phone.

When I find it I see the time is two in the after noon. I have a ton of missed calls from my family, Allie, and Harrison.

I put my phone back down and roll over when I panic as I realize I'm not alone of the couch, a man is next to me passed out and shirtless.

I quickly look down and see I'm still dressed but I can't remember if we did anything.

I try to get up when the Man wakes up and looks at me.

"Hi" I say awkwardly.

"hey" he says.

"uh do you know if we?" I ask him

"had sex? We kind of did" he says.

"Oh okay" I say.

"yeah" he says.

"I don't really do this so yeah, um do you want something to eat?" I ask him.

"uh I'm good, I might actually get going" he says.

"okay" I say, he sits up and grabs his top putting it back on.

"Um I'm Tom, I would stick around but I got things to do, would it be too much to ask if I could give you my number? Or you could give me yours? Maybe we can hang out sometime" He says.

I think about it for a second but decide to give it to him, I need to move on from Harrison.

"Sure" I say giving it to him.

"cool well, I'll be seeing you, bye Mia, uh big fan by the way" he says smiling and then leaving.

"what the fuck" I say falling back into the couch.

A small smile spreads onto my face, Tom seems nice, he's very cute, tall, muscular, an amazing jawline.

Hannah comes down the stairs looking at me.

"Someone had a goodnight" she says.

"a very good night I think" I say.